Thursday, May 25, 2006
On The Next Day


i don't know what to say anymore
can't think of anything to say
it looks so bleak.

i'm liar
both as liar to myself and you.
you don't trust me
don't.
i'm not worth your trust.

probbing my mind
racking my brains
for an answer
is there even an answer?

maybe i'm saying all these to make myself feel better
but it doesn't seem to be working
sadly.

i'm a cheater
hate me
i con people
no matter who
i do
hate me
i'll feel better.

maybe you don't want me to feel better
maybe you really don't.
who knows?
only you.

maybe i'm heartless
maybe i really am.

Divulged at 10:20 PM