no more xmas with sebas and jy anymore this year. ahaha :) (only girlfriends will understand what i'm talking about) anyways the first 2 hours of my christmas day was spent working my legs out by walking up and down the harry's bar that now i'm pretty much sick of going cause going means work :( fortunately we still had a mini party over at my house to make up for the horrible countdown. xt is supposed to call me when she wakes up which i hope is soon 2 more days to CHIANG RAI.
though harry has damn stingy management and have people that can scream at you during peak hours probably also include no pay rise during holidays and not to mention the transport home that take more than an hour. but i kinda enjoy working there still. i like the kind of lifestyle where work is like three times a week and some days can be only 4 hours after work everyone goes crazy and sometimes supper with lame "ang gu kuay" jokes makes working so much easier to swallow. i may not be receiving the best pay in the world but at least i enjoy what i'm doing. chiang rai in 4 more days i haven't even packed THAT'S GREAT. i'm lacking ALOT of sleep on friday night i barely slept for 6 hours last night(this morning), reaching home only at about 7am sleeping for about 5 hours to wake up for lunch with family my body is bound to break down any time soon. i need to sleep.
oh man 21st dec is over :( sooooo fast. i liked having a day that belonged to me. yesterday was fun all's good. thanks for the gifts everyone its very sweet of you peeps. :) summary of my 18th birthday: starting from about midnight - drink with xt at harry's. mdm buttt was nice :) woke up in the afternoon tacopachi and shopping with yuan shan yayyy. i bought loads of new tops to fill my empty cupboard! met up with amos, perry and kim pass me present. thanks lots. dinner with girlfriends minus yuanshan plus pokkai dxo all the way into the night or you can say... morning. scrawny's house to sleep, had trouble bringing xiaoting there cause i think she was more of a goner than me. everyone advices xiaoting to stay FAR FAR AWAY from alcohol but i think its fine :) cause there's only such short time of youth to spent it as happy as we want it to be. everyone who came down yesterday, love you! you peeps made me a happy birthday girl.
i just lURRRRVE today :)
time passes pretty fast and we're at the end of december ALREADY shittt feel like i haven't made full use of my time anyways, will be going chiang rai pretty soon :) can't wait. hope the trip will be a success though i seriously suspect that at this rate, we will be lost half the time there not knowing what to do. but i'm still excited. should i work on x'mas eve? no pay rise? just work still? RAHHH. WHY MY BOSS SO STINGY!
i can't believe i'm still awake at this hour my biological clock is screwed.
all is passing too fast too fast that there's nothing i can grasp and hold on to its already mid december and though nothing has changed now i somehow know that it will, it will pretty much soon. i don't like it when things change that quickly but i guess that's all about life. if you cannot adapt, you're out. but sometimes we are really comfortable at where we are that its really difficult to know that everything's about to go upside down all over again. i like things the way it was and it is still but i can feel myself losing it. mankind have always been known to deny their hearts true thoughts to protect themselves cause mankind's only weakness is within the heart's boundaries.
starting to feel too free already and that's not a very good sign it just goes to show my job is not enough and i'm spending money like water making my pockets go empty :( maybe i should ask for more work. today a day a sentosa with huiren, kim(who left early), alvan, perry, amos, dom, giam+unclebb(who came for just awhile, buying us food and all. thanks!) besides the red burns on my face and shoulders. for a long long long long time, i got in the beach waters :) throwing rugby ball ard, splashing water and sometimes water+sand. it was really fun. WOOTS. :) lovely beach ladies of the day. p.s. due to the damn weather (which was good in a way), there was no one there so i guess we were about the only ladies.
i like talking to my girlfriends :) helps me put all my heavy thoughts aside. today was another harry's day. got scolding cause i didn't know how to order a damn dirty martini and went ard asking ppl and still didn't get an answer causing the customer to be waiting for just a little too long. that's great. but besides that, everything's fine i guess. boo! i need a check - paycheck. just felt like saying that. AHAHAH. but i really do need a check.
done and over with my third day at harry's the fun part is probably not about the job its when the job is done, when its time to pack up and wait for the bus. its when everyone's the most relaxed i think today there was only like 2 people on the floor after 11 it was quite madddddd. but ok la, still managable. after all the work went outside steakhouse, play with the wine corks and i don't know what other shit we did. it was just crazy at least i'm beginning to blend in at the outlet kinda know most of the people alr starting to feel more relaxed when i go to work. that's pretty good. recaps of saturday night: went arena with phua, scrawny, alvan and huat. ACTUALLY we was supposed to go MOS. but then, the damn bloody joanna ang couldn't get in so we headed to arena. but we had alot of fun there anyways ok, me and xiaoting went abit mad causing alvan and scrawny to go EQUALLY as mad trying to get us on our way home after much persuasion, we got on 1N xiaoting and scrawny came my house to stay for the night.
this is so freaking me out don't know la. tmr i've got work 2nd day at harry's for me. maybe will be with XIAOTING! this will be fun! :) the unfun part is the memorising i think my brain is overloaded with it all the econs, math and chem probably flew out long long ago. whoops i BETTER NOT need it next yr. you still don't know it yet dude.
first day at harry's over! actually this first day is pretty short it was like about 4 hours only! ahaha. but it was pretty fun and i learnt quite abit but made quite a few mistakes also 0.0 i like spilt abit of cosmopolitian on the table and said the wrong table no. AHHH. but i think i'll get the hang of it la currently trying to remember the freaking menu which has like 100+++ drinks omg. seriously. then one drink can have like variations like manhatten has like dry, sweet or perfect. that's not it man. i think i'm going to die memorising the damn menu but i still think its pretty fun la guess its quite a good job pretty tiring on the feet but still ok. next working day : friday its gonna be a busy day i heard. shit.
i'm going back CHIANG RAI its so unbelievable still remember ourselves claiming that we would return and now i'm really going back!! can't wait to see the kids i hope those i know of are still there esp. CHANYA!!! AHHH. SHE DAMN CUTE. but that will only be end of the this month. :( i'm starting work tomorrow i'm kinda excited yet also kinda dreading it bleahhh. i'm pretty worried this is kinda like my first job and what if i screw up that will be GREAT la. went shopping with lingyi today well well i spent quite a bit of cash :( i bet i'm going to broke at the end of this month la lean outing soon!!! can't wait. luckily my job doesn't require me to wake up early! :)
can't believe its all set for me how smoothly everything is going wheee. at first i wanted to call this pub for a job but i hestitated and before i knew it xiaoting called and i'm going down with her oh wells, its fated that i was to go for it. then miss giam met up with leslie and offered this job as a gymnastics coach next year for me i'm so excited! can't believe i'll be a doing a job which i have a passion for. i've got so many things lined up for the next week and i'm going back to chiang rai :)) how cool can things get! i'm having an unbelievable holiday and i'm lovin' in.
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author Michele all these while...
February 2011 |