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relieved that papers are kinda over but i know there so much more after this. exams were okay... 1. if you count failing most of it okay 2. if you think staring at the damn clock during the exam is okay 3. if i thought of the qns more than placing them in the ans is okay WELL DONE... i did okay. that's besides the MAIN point. that's only mids and mean nothing much actually except to tell ourselves that we suck... nothing else. there's like A's up coming in like 16 weeks or something like that. THAT'S GREAT. fabulous. and for one thing i'll be hearing that ALOT with my new home tutor. considering that huiren will be the one talking to him most of the time, my sufferings are nothing compared to hers. AHAHAH. he's not that bad. besides the sarcasm, the wasting of time, the talking about random rubbish for one quarter of classes and the you-want-to-get-out-of-class scoldings... besides that there's nothing else that's bad about him. WHOOPS. okay. just kidding. he's actually quite nice la. (no sarcasm here) on another note, i went shopping today! bought like a top, 2 earrings, some hairstuff and kimchi :) my feet kinda hurts from all that walking though after the paper we went to far east for chicken rice (as usual) with the class but out class outing stops there as always and we kinda split up. me and phua went to cine to check timings BUT THERE WAS NO TRANSFORMERS TILL TOMORROW(and i didn't know) so went to walk walk after seeing gummies at cheers i felt like buying gummies from mini toons went heeren to walk walk then found out that MINITOONS HAVE TELEPORTED ELSEWHERE. or maybe that branch just wasn't making business so it closed down. but that's not the point. I DON'T HAVE MY GUMMIES. so we walked back to cine to buy gummies instead. phua wanted to go back alr so i went all the way back to taka to find huiren, marion and sam. thanks phua, for walking me there :) so marion and sam went to eat while me and huiren went to WALK EVEN MORE. we went mango and there was this huge sale. mango is probably one of the only shops that seemed to be have a great singapore sale. ahaha. there was so many people in there la. its like not even peak hours. what the hell. damn hot and stuffy. damn lang la. but in the end i bought a top and i'm still thinking about another one i didn't buy. i might end up going back to buy it! ahahah. after that we went paragon (which means more WALKING) walked around then marion and sam went off to ps while me and huiren stayed at the island shop to buy earrings i bought two pairs. i think i can open a earring shop in like 2 years time. ahahaha. went to meet my mom for dinner. then went home. ele's coming soon and i'm supposed to be making chin chow with atap seeds for her later. don't know if i should go east coast tmr or what. at least i know i'm not studying! Friendship can mean different things to different people so make no assumptions.
i love happy-ever-afters they can make me believe that dreams do come true
thank you friends sometimes just a simple "you can do it" or "you know i love you" just gives me just enough motivation to get through everything everytime i feel the pressure as time flies, its good to know that you are there to help. friends who care and understands just makes a stressful and busy life much easier to swallow. i swear that's the truth.
miss giam's wedding have passed been studying for upcoming mid year exams its just one thing after another after another. next will be competitions then concert then piano exams then full steam for a's. its just crazy, when i'm done with everything i'll be too tired to work or do anything much. these things that are getting closer and closer day by day pop in my head every few hours and i just have rack my brains and wonder how am i going to survive. this time i've really overdone it, i have a feeling i'm not going to cope with any of it and screw everything up. on top of those major events, i still have reports ot write for nyaa. SHUCKS. seriously, if everything just goes smoothly for me this year i really have a DAMN good luck. if suddenly during july, i break down its no surprise. i bet i'll have sudden outbursts some day soon especially when problems start to arise and i have to face the impossible task of meeting an impossible dateline. maybe i shouldn't have been over ambitious. i bet this time i really cannot just scrape through like how i did for the past years of my life being over ambitious just sucks, you want to do so many things but there's just it to my capabilities. you know sometimes when i see those who have so much precious time and yet they idle it away having the freaking irritating idea that they are busy, check out my schedule. darn it. i shouldn't have start on this topic.
  Its not you who should be thanking us for our presence but more of us thanking you for making us feel being part of your life and thank you for sharing your joy with us.
top 5 songs that keep ringing in my head in the order of the most to the least: 1. Sweet Escape 2. Way Back into Love 3. Makes Me Wonder 4. Little Of Your Time 5. The Best Is Yet To Come
was supposed to wake up at 8 but i woke up at like 9 after hearing one hour of my alarm snoozing. went macs for breakfast, fattening BUT i had diarrhoea immediately after eating so that can count as i didn't eat. its like i don't know whether having diarrhoea and being sick is good or bad anymore. anyways studied like about 3 topics of math (sounds alot but i actually chose the easier ones with lesser qns. HA!) after that realised i forgot to bring something, went home get it went amk to meet ele. we were in this craft shop buying ribbon for our dress when the person there was damn anal. i ask ele to leave the empty bubble tea cup by some ribbons. but this other girl saw and we were like shit. had no chance to leave it there. went to the tailor then left for ritz and i LEFT MY PHONE AT THE TAILOR. was pissed la. wanted to check my phone like MANY times but realised it wasn't there after like a 2 second lag. piss me off. anyways went for training after the ritz rehearsals after that i WENT BACK TO THE FREAKING TAILOR'S PLACE to take my phone then i went with ele to the pasar malam at amk. SHUCKS. ele is really a demerit good to my stomache. make me eat and eat. tsk tsk. ahahha. just kidding. ok. but we had a tight budget due to the inaccessibility of atm machines there so we didn't buy much. thank goodness. STUDY.
ok. i'm getting really scared. i have loads of concert stuff to handle and alot of studies to catch up. for my studies, i'm really gonna start tmr. i'm gonna start my macs nights again, think its quite effective. and i wrapped my hoop finished. YAY. but i think its kinda normal like not very nice. oh wells. even if its damn nice but i still do like shit what's the use. and its like some other school's colour and THAT'S GREAT. its kinda like our competitor's colour. AHAHAH. but then again, its because my leotard colour is also their colour. maybe i shouldn't have chose that leotard. i have a feeling i'm gonna be freaking fat in it as well. RAHHH. shit. plus all that eating ele caused today... DIE. giam's wedding is in a few days and we are pretty screwed. i hope everything will turn out fine. it always did and i hope this time it won't be an exception. please be serious people cause there will be alot of other people watching us! OK. MICHELE, PLEASE GO TO SLEEP. YOU NEED TO WAKE UP AT 8 TMR.
RAHHHH. WHAT THE HELL. i was so awaiting the movie la and i postponed it thinking that we could watch it together like another day then now we are all watching seperate. what the hell i know i'm damn xiao qi but its like what the hell i've been saying about the movie like for ages alr. RAHHHH. anyways, if you think we called you for an obligation. then it will always be that way. i only wanted everyone to be there. so whatever. whatever makes you happy. i think now is the breaking point. i thought about this long time ago and i knew that it would be like this. i think its about to get worse. i just feel like i have to many shit things on my mind that i don't know which one to think of first. its like one moment i worry about the concert then the other moment about gym then another moment about exams and on top of that freaking piano exams. so whatever. if i ever get through this. oh wells.
YAY. gym stayover was pretty successful! with the exception that we weren't very hardworking 0.0 i'm pretty screwed about my a's. but anyways, gym stayover was fun. movie after movie after movie. ahaha. on friday night, i went to alvan's house with ling yi. ling yi didn't stay overnight though. miss giam came with like PRATA AND SATAY. what the hell. ate alittle, watches spongebob, the wrong turn, BUT in both cases i kinda fell asleep. AHAHAHA. slept till 11 the next morning ATE breakfast and soon later ATE lunch then went to my house. at my house we studied alittle. really quite little for me. played miniclips, ATE PIZZA and then mahjong alittle then movie time! watched cellular, saw and STICK IT. all the gymnastics moves in stick it is pretty cool and its cool shit that we could watch a movie with the gym team about gym =) COOL SHIT. we slept like at 3 plus knowing that we had to wake up at like 8 plus the next day. i was the earliest to wake up the next morning(though huiren will probably be reacting to this sentence now since she nudged me for the alarm so technically she woke up earliest) the rest SLOWLY woke up till like 9 plus, headed down to sentosa. when we got there it was freaking sunny. went to visit ele, picked kim up from there(she waited for us at ben and jerry's for like an hour, SORRY KIM!) the guys started playing rugby the moment we got there. after awhile, the girls decided to try playing touch rugby, though we sort of forget the rules half the time and ran in all sorts of direction with no strategy nor stamina, BUT IT WAS FUN. played frisbee too, scrawny brought one. it really was quite fun though i am DAMN TIRED.(probably due to the lack of sleep the night before, DUH.) besides that, i got my face and my arms and my legs BURNT. they are all really red, like BRIGHT red now. what the hell. i hope it doesn't peel. 0.0 oh wells, it was worth it. thanks so much, everyone :) at least it put all my worries behind.
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author Michele all these while...
February 2011 |