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 sorry i couldn't help it but post a picture of him. HAHA. for the last few days, i've been mesmerized by him i downloaded tons of his songs. ahaha. guess what, he's not only good looking he's smart too! he went like college of dentistry. the world is so unfair! HAHA.
almost there! one more tmr, one more wednesday and i'm free till 11th january. sounds really short especially after the previous 3 months long holiday. but looking at all the things i have to do during holiday its rather depressing that i don't have time to rest but oh wells, i've always been like that anyways.
thank you friends i don't know what i would do without you people. i feel better already.
i hate myself when i do this sort of stupid things which idiot who have been driving for a year for now will hit down a barrier i think i'm made to be a trouble maker. i wonder if anyone knows. i just need a reassuring hug now, badly.
i loved the show! i love a good romance any day (:
somehow i like spending time alone at starbucks i have no idea why cause i don't usually like to be alone.
its getting rather tiring the first thing i think of when i wake up is what i need to study, when i should start studying when i'm taking a break from my studies i feel guilty i feel like i should get back to my books asap when i'm about to sleep i need to plan what to bring out to study the next day what i should aim to accomplish and throughout the entire day my brain relates everything to the information that i've been squeezing in it like even things that have no link at all the things just keep running all over and over again like some broken tape recorder that keeps skipping and you cannot hear anything clearly but its creating noise. and everyday i'm wishing i would wake up to 2nd december.
i'm becoming very fidgety now that i feel the pressure between the exams and the readings that i haven't done its not a good feeling but at least i feel the need to push on.
there's one challenge in the 5th episode of survivor samoa that i might just win they have like smoothie blend of like things such as jellyfish, octopus, clams... and though some raw. YUMMMMM (: sometimes these american shows just make the singapore diet so exotic. HAHA.
i have no idea why i detest being at home the entire day it just makes it seem that i have accomplished nothing like i'm slacking around and there's no one to talk to unless you include typing into my computer i feel lethargic the whole day and am unable to garner any motivation i'm just meant for the outdoors.
thinking about all the gymmers coming back together tomorrow makes me feel very comforted knowing that our friendship's still going strong. (:
my favorite performance so far. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RsAMrAXaEAk
today is the first day, in a very long time, that i wanted to sleep more so i set my alarm like for 10 hours after i slept thinking that i can cover back all the hours i missed for like months. and then at about 1 o'clock today i got woken up by a HUGE THUNDERSTORM, celeste's call, 9 message which i didn't hear the messages but when i got woken up by this huge thunder, i started messaging the more i message the more awake i got. ): i felt stupid for lying in bed wide awake. so there goes my long sleep.
if you have the time go watch derren brown trick or treat series 2 ep 2 its going to be shocking to know especially for students like me you feel like all the books you have in school is overwhelming you and you memorise so hard everyday readings and re-readings, trying to absorb as much information as you possibly can and then you find out that there's another way to this. just wish i could do it to. you'll find me playing now if i could.
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author Michele all these while...
February 2011 |