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no one loses anyone just because no one owns anyone. --------------------------------------------------------- my life seems to get into place slowly. i'm abit crazy now being under the influence of this devil called alcohol. what's so nice about being dizzy and feel like puking after awhile being unable to see properly, read properly or even focus on something i can never understand. half the people on earth likes this devil yet the other after reckons its a sin. one other half, desires it yet doesn't know how to utilise it. ok i'm talking crap. just ignore the talk of the devil. its you who made me like that.
issues regarding my tertiary eduction is on shaky grounds i'm quiting harry's real soon going penang with hr and classmates on 6th june :) i'm closer to finishing driving that's about what's happening right now. i'm jealous of my friends most of them have a road ahead while i'm left behind some have fantastic jobs and ambitions but i have none. all of them seem to have bright and shining futures while i feel that my path seems dark they all know what they want to do next yet i, having claims to be a leader, cannot even lead myself. ----------------------------------------------------------- sometimes i'm afraid of hurting others cause i do have that damn tendency to do such things that's why i always refuse to promise unless i'm 100 percent sure but then again, no one can ever be 100 percent sure about one thing there's always that minor risks that half the time spoil the fun ----------------------------------------------------------- to my dearest, its time for a summer holiday to somewhere where there's only me and you :) 2 more days to love you day. If you said "Jump!" I'd say "How high?" If you said "Run!" I'd run and fly Just for the chance Just for the moment Should the moment pass us by and if you ask once I'll tell you twice I'll ignore the world's advice if we could be together for a while
I must admit that the view from where i sit is rather grey.
i'm screwed for my next step in education dead serious.
going off to the states happy yet abit unwilling to leave singapore when i have so many things i have to do over here. looks like i have to buy alot alot alot of things for everyone as well. ahahah. results of my application is not out yet i'm quite depressed that it hasn't maybe i really won't have any future. the whole world has gotten as least something - i haven't. that sucks to know that i have studied so hard (at least quite) and maybe its all going to go down the drain and i'll end up no where anyways... so why did i bother studying to hard at that point of time. TMD. don't want to talk about this alr. makes me a really sad girl.
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author Michele all these while...
February 2011 |