Friday, February 05, 2010
maybe i'm just being a bitch.


i've been offended by you in many ways
and maybe you don't give a shit about this friendship
but i did and i thought that you did too
but maybe i was wrong

maybe tonight is a bad night
maybe tonight it was hot stuffy and sleepy
but still, i'm glad i got off
i'm glad i got off from your sincere complaints
i'm glad i got off from my burden that i have to be grateful to you.

i know what it feels like
especially when you personally is very tired and had a long day yourself
but then, if unwilling,
i'd rather you be like someone else and not offer in the first place
instead of complaining the moment we got on
and it gets worse and worse.

i'm sorry, but i couldn't take it tonight
whether tonight or in the future, you don't have to offer anymore.
i think that way, it will be better for you and for me.

you can fucking stop being so authoritative towards us as well
or else i can see this friendship dwindling after 4 years
and maybe you don't give a shit
and if you can't even bother to give a shit, why should i.

Divulged at 3:24 AM