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how do you know if that's the right thing or the right way? who am i to listen about what to do or how to do? if i listen to one, there's no guarantee that he/she is right. if i listen to all, i most probably will end up at square one. if i listen to myself, i'm always too hesitant and unsure if i'm even correct in the first place. what if i'm wrong my judgement is not perfect, in fact its flawed in many ways. how would i know how am i supposed to know what's the right thing to do? when we were younger we had our parents to tell just what's right and what's wrong. now we rely only on our own instincts and judgement usually we base on our instincts more than our judgement because we have emotions that sway us towards one view. oh wells, maybe that's what growing up is about and i just need to get over it.
Don't chase me unless you're ready to catch me why is everyone so emo these days or is it the time of our lives when majoy emotional waves tend to hit us or just that coincidentally everyone seems to have depressing issues? people say i look down these days don't feel like i am or maybe i'm hiding something that even i myself don't know or that subconciously it haunts me. school's as per normal heading to lectures, chilling out and having dinner after that. studying mood slowly starting to seep in, which is a good thing. meeting the cjgymmers tmr for lunch so exciting!! i haven't seen them for a long long long long long long time. i really miss those times, wish i was back there again.
oweek is over which means school is starting really really soon i don't wantttttt! this time it feels abit different i feel more alone :( oh wells i have no choice.
third day of oweek overrrr. its quite fun la though the attrition rate is see-RICE-ly damn high but its good to just play with friends especially when we all know school is starting and there's prob little time for play :( oh wells. my mods are all settled school mood slowly coming in after bidding I DON'T WANTTTT.
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author Michele all these while...
February 2011 |