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yesterday went to huiren's house then went to amk to meet erwin at bishan went to class chalet at sentosa alittle lame cause we like went in at 7 plus and had to leave at like 10.wahaha. but the time at the beach was quite fun. me and huiren borrowed erwin's shirt we lay down at the sand and gazed at the stars. the breeze was blowing into our faces the waves rush into shores as the salty flavour of the waters fill the air as we fixed our gaze on the flickering stars that moment was just surreal. that was so until we heard their voices, daryl's, esmond's... erwin ying chen say he saw a shooting star i think he's hallucinating, must be missing chiang rai too much! wahahha. we washed our legs and hands and went to the chalet got really wet because MOU MOU REN splash at me. what the hell... went back to the chalet, sat ard then went home. we headed to the bus stop at like 1015pm. cause we didn't want to run like the day before! wahahha. i think we managed to catch the earlier bus. today went to amk with huiren walked ard then she came my house celebrated my sister's birthday the korean restaurant at thomson the food's not too bad! bought a cake then went home. tomorrow's gonna be another long day i have yet to pack my stuff for the next 2 trips and i have loads to do. night loves.
i can't believe i'm awake at this point of time i'm so tired but i just don't feel like sleeping its like i'm afraid of letting time slip by or something.
went for the bbq dinner today we had loads of food as usual and we couldn't finish it there were like LOADS of sausages cause xiaoting requested for more and we bought like 5 more packetes which means 50 more sausages and by the 2nd pack the fire was going out. in addition to the sausages, we still had one more pack of chicken wings, one rack of prok ribs, alot alot alot alot of otah and probably a few more sotong. we had a hard time setting up the fire half way through the bbq we wanted to light it up again and we realised that the other bbq pit had this huge box cover to fan the fire to get it going, so we borrowed it! wahaha. xiaoting looked quite hilarious and vic took a video of it! ate till we were full went to the beach for awhile then headed home xiaoting, huiren, erwin, darcy and i was walking out when we asked the guy at the counter when's the last bus and he told us it was at 10.40 and we looked at our watches it was 10.42! so we tried running to the bus stop on the way at the junction, we SAW THE BUS WENT BY! we ran even faster and xiaoting even thought of stand in the way of the bus to get on! fortunately the bus needs to u-turn before reaching the stop so we had JUST enough time to get there. wahahah. it would be kinda hilarious if xiaoting really had to stand in the middle of the road to stop the bus!! took 855 erwin and huiren sat together. AWWW. ok. enough of my nonsense. good night loves.
you're the one losing out.
our performance is in exactly one week and we are SUPER messy we'd better improve by wednesday if not maybe we are not even performing! what the hell la i'll not only slap the manager if he doesn't let us perform i'll KICK him left right centre and UP. ya right. like i have the chance to. oh wells i'll just continue dreaming. had one training today had least i think we all can remember our moves alr. hopefully it'll be better by two more trainings cause that's what we have left. jia you guys!
stayed home the whole noon till i realised i had piano lessons! shit. they are getting so insignificant that i always forget about them. after getting to piano lessons my mood just got damn bad the manager at my branch is an asshole, i swear. he's like damn freaking irritating and bossy. furthermore he is like unresonable. we are doing the performance to his benefit for free, even the teachers as well. and he give us this cocky attitude. what the hell. so now its like not confirm if we are performing wait till everyone backs out and see what he has to display on that day la. thanks ele and hr for those comforting words when i came out of the piano school i was fuming till i didn't know where i was walking to. i was so so mad. i felt like an fool. i felt like we were treated like rags being pushed around. i missed my trip for this, dealt with so much trouble just for this. it better not be canceled. if not i'm gonna screw the manager. ok. not physically but i'm so gonna like tell the head branch or something, complaint or something. after that i headed to src, sat for awhile then met up with xiaoting at cityhall. we went to raffles city to eat then xiaoting was tired so i went home miraculously early.
had chiangrai potluck at tim's house seriously mr foo is full of crap. at first he kept going on about the thai people pronouncing RICE as LICE. after that he had the joke about the FUCKYAO. melon in thai = FUCK so mr foo kept saying the word again and again. i bet tim's parents are traumatised and won't send their younger daughter to cj! wahahha. alot of people were lazy to cook and stuff so we ended up having 12 1.5L bottles of drinks, about 6 bags of chips, curry chicken + bread, sausages + seaweed chicken, fruit + marshmellow fondue, tiramisu cake + jelly, last but not least the last-min-ordered canadian pizzas! what a sinful feast! we talked the night away and lifted my spirits from today's afternoon. then mr foo sent us home. his house was near tim's but he made one whole round before he gets home! we all was talking in tim's house when we all made a decision to go back in mid december next year at this point of time we all want to we all miss the place but i'm afraid that by next year end we'll be wavered. we even set the date already, planned meetings. i hope most of us will go next year we would break the record! everyone please hold on tight to the memories!
what did i do to deserve this? sometimes i can't figure things out and i'm too tired to anyways. help me by telling me.
haven't upload the photos of chiang rai yet. whoops! today went to school for 3dec performance. almost done with bianing the tao!! its quite cool. then after that i went with lingyi, huiren and xiaoting to arab street and we ordered this skirt for the performance and then on the way we headed to some street nearby to walk walk. wahaha. we went into many shops that was pretty cool, i've never been to those kinda steets before, its kinda ulu. lingyi, xiaoting and i bought this MINI VOODOO DOLL. its quite cute. there's a picture of xiaoting's one on her blog. mine is almost the same just that the colours are purple and black. me and xiaoting bought this dress. its damn nice la! i can't wait to wear it. supposedly for chinese new year but i don't know if i'll keep it till then! i bought this earrings which were pretty unique and they were only 4 bucks! after all that shopping despite being broke we all decided to head home to save money. i went dinner with my parents after that. shopped for a present then went to the club to eat. after that my parents brought me to the kbox at cine cause their friend organised this company event and they wanted to go there show face. we stayed there till past midnight la. by 11 plus there were barely 10 people. more like most of them are people we knew! wahahaha. so they all sang to their hearts content. its like a freaking big hall with less than 10 people in it! some people that walked past had this weird expressions on their faces, probably thinking what this weird bunch is doing in such a huge hall. wahaha. i think my parents talk too much about me. the people there even know i won this bullshit cj talenttime. and they made me sang the song i sang in it. they sort of dian for me without me knowing! what the... anyways, it was alright la. i forgot some parts though 0.0 tomorrow's ChiangRai'06 gathering!! potluck at tim's house and i haven't bought the stuff yet woohoo! i think that's great! A lifetime's not too long to live as friends.
wanted to add in some pictures today but couldn't find my camera cable WHICH IS A BAD THING i'll post them up another day. i have loads of them! it started out with an exciting bunch we were awaiting to start out on our journey our aim of this journey was to teach the kids but we all ended up learning so much more from them instead. there's so much i want to say there's so much of the experience i want to share but its difficult to place them all in words its too great an experience to place everything in words. i'm going to miss so many things! first of all the kids. they are so ADORABLE i'm gonna miss them. we only saw them for 6 days to be exact and yet there's just this bond you don't want to lose although there was a huge language barrier but with MAI KAO ZAI, MAI BIEN LAI, MAI PUN LIAO, we survived. in fact, it is so much more amazing how we bonded even with that barrier at the finale night i didn't want to cry i held back the tears with all my might till i saw my two young kids cry i just didn't want to leave right from the start i hated parting moments. the letters they gave, the bands they helped us tie on our hands, the photos... secondly the fun moments with the people who went how can i not miss them i went to the trip not knowing most of the girls and now i know ALL of them. i don't want the days to end the lorry rides, the nana game, the crappy mr brown songs, star gazing (though i always fell asleep like damn fast) grease AND SO MUCH MORE!! thirdly the food maybe alittle bland, lack of ingredients not like the feast we eat in singapore but still delicious and filled with love of the children and the people there. and anything and everything there. from the dorms to the cold water in the toilets... i just left and i can't wait to get back there.
today was stay home day had to stay home to pack my stuff i need for tomorrow tomorrow morning is the trip and i have yet to pack finish! 0.0 hope i won't forget to bring anything. anyways bye peeps. i'll be gone tmr when you wake up! i'll be back on the 21st. its not nice to know that no one's around and you're all alone. but hey girl, you're home.
tomorrow its the day we depart from singapore to chiang rai and i have a really terrible sore throat i can barely talk and its quite painful =( drinking honey and lemon warm drink made specially by my mom hope the love she placed in the drink will help me chase my sore throat away. today had final rehearsals for the trip performance then talked to ele and alvan till 3 then me and alvan headed down to town with dom, terri, esmond, phua to watch step up finally i'm able to fufil my craving for step up since 2 weeks ago it was GOOD i swear whoever rated the movie didn't know what he/she was doing if you haven't watch it, go watch it NOW. unless you don't really appreciate dancing then don't. phua was really late when the movie started she was still at serangoon 0.o after that alvan, terri and esmond left the rest of us went to the foodcourt to eat was really really cold due to the aircon in the foodcourt and cause we juat came out of the cinemas so me and phua shared a jacket while waiting for dom to buy his food. we were really pretty lang bei. wahahha. phua had craving for snowshake so we went to cine to buy strawberry snowshake and her ripples slippers  then went to heeren to walk walk then i saw my no-mouth-duck again! I THINK ITS FREAKING CUTE.  after that i also felt like drinking pao pao so we walked to far east to get it. then we bused down to alvan's house. 2006 orchard road's christmas decorations: 
today, once in a bluemoon, i decided to go swimming. today, once in a bluemoon, phua said she would swim. and what happened?!?! IT RAINED! GRRRR... )@*&$#(*&%(*&#)*!&(*^%(*&!#
went to sch today at 10 for rehearsals for chiang rai trip stayed in sch till about 4 packed everything ready for the trip its like next wednesday damn fast la. after that met up with phua in school then headed to my house for t03 bbq! phua, cai, xuanhong, samneo, weineng, ghithong(he planned the whole thing), jordan, weepang, zihao came. marc and yongjing and zhiwei came and left. a larger turnout then i expected! the guys cooked the food, we ate quite a lot. after the girls left, we played catching at my small pathetic playground. then settled down to play bridge. i have loads of injuries today that my jab no longer seem painful first i fell and hit my toe against this step then i banged into phua while playing catching the hit my cheek played catching for the second time and fell almost spraining my left foot and hit my right thigh. phua tired placing an ice cube in my shirt and i cut myself having a huge cut on my face now. now you can tell why my jab is still swelling but i no longer feel anything from it. thanks for those who turned up. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALVAN! though i'm one day late, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KASS!
woke up and it was alr noon today watched a little of korean drama then went to school to sign some thing for the edusave and waited for SOMEONE to finish his op while waiting i fell asleep and that SOMEONE missed call me a few times i alr told him i'll be in sch then that SOMEONE being damn smart, left. what the hell. make me wait for like 1 hour then left by himself plus i woke up only 10 min after he missed call me. so i went with dom and triston to scotts foodcourt ate then bought pao pao then companied triston to british council headed home. we walked to this 7eleven on the way to the busstop went in to get lolipops when we saw 3 thai trans at the counter omg damn scary then one of them fell and kept saying sorry when we got in we were all SEVERELY disgusted. EWWWWWWWW. at the macritchie busstop triston made this comment that was really damn true. those that are pretty from far are far from pretty. (added at 9Nov 1129) amos, perry and gerard was alr home when i got there whoops. sorry! i want to watch step up tomorrow! i want! i want! i want! (copies phua)
looking back at the video though its we always have wrong timings, being un-"qi", the dropping of apparatus and the lack of that smile on our faces. but you know what i think its perfect. its perfect not because of how it looks but because i can see the efforts we have put in it all together i can feel our excitement and nervousness as i watch the video. i can see how much we wanted to display what we really have and we did. thanks alot cjgymmers.
j1 is officially over for me! even though school ended before the november began it didn't feel like it there was the chinese hassle of waking up early on the day of the exam and all the commotion after it and stuff. plus the up coming oral presentation and IR for pw things seemed like it was never ending. NOW its all OVER for me!!! i'm done with the first yr of junior college! today had the real op. though i screwed it up it was a total relief when we finished. we got to go early as well cause the last group came in early! so we left at like 9 plus being the first to hand in our file today. after that we headed to KAP macs to celebrate!! after that we split up, daniel and alicia going home, esmond going terri's house and i rushed back to sch cause erwin was there like super early. didn't think you'd come that early. SORRY! slept for awhile in the canteen waiting for alvan to be done with his pw stuff (which i'm done with OFFICIALLY! - suaning time for me!) finally when we've eaten and settled down and decided to go we headed to town popular, bought the stuff that we needed then went to lido the slack till 2 plus then we went to take our JABBB. my arm feels like numb and weak now. it like very suan when i use it. its like throbbing even when i'm typing. okay. not THAT bad but its still not a very good feeling =( met up with phua in town while they left to paradiz to DOTA. we went sim lim to walk walk. checked prices of ipods. ipod nano 8GB - ~370+ ipod video 80GB - ~520+ there's not much nice phones recently though. i want one that has a good camera. oh wells, we'll see. after that me and phua came to my house amos came soon after, actually he took quite long considering he stopped at the wrong bus stop and had to take in total a change of 3 buses to get to my house. 0.0 wahahha. we watched school of rock at my house i swear jack black is freaking full of expressions and crap. at least the movie was good. sometimes i close my eyes to find myself seeking for a dream that lacks existance.
had to settle some stuff at noon then went to town to eat lunch with daryl. after that met up with terri tan and phuaaa at coffee bean. sat down for awhile then went home after that cause i have this really bad stomache up till now.
Qn : One reason why you think girls like sappy love stories. Others say : because a girl's life is a sappy love story. (Daryl) cause of the actors and they hope to find someone like them. (Erwin) because girls are more emotional beings, they tend to be feelers rather than thinkers. (Marcus) cause every girl dreams of meeting that perfect man to live happily ever after. (Dom) cause sappy love stories are more emotional, more in tune with their emotions. (Marc) cause we're girls, we like happy ever after. (Carmelita) because we are emotional creatures that are attracted to romantic plights and all things regarding the topic. (HuiRen) we do?! (Ele) My thoughts : sometimes we just want to feel that moment of love, no matter how brief it may be. most of the time we know that its just a fairy tale that will never happen in our daily lives, but somehow we choose to believe how strong love can be. to believe in that passion that burns for eternity. to believe in the journey of seeking love and of cherishing it.
its just so fucked up knowing you got into a whole lot of shit when you weren't the one creating it.
chinese a's just over today had chiang rai meeting then went over to amos house with erwin and alvan. tomorrow having a class cip at plaza sing whoever's free want to pop by? haha. i'm doing face painting you can request for me if you want! I'M SURE i'll do a good job. Now if I wrote you a love note And make you smile at every word I wrote.
just had a really long talk with ele thought provoking. in our lives, there are alot of unexpected things. we always hoped for the best and wished so hard that the bad things don't happen to us that we are lucky enough that they'll pass us, but no, they just smack right into our faces. we always say we are still young, marriage is far away. that's just an illusion, in 3 years time we will hit 20 and even by then we'll say we are young. but why we just avoid, isn't it supposed to something we wish for, like that in drama shows that the girl yearns for the wedding day? in 5 to 10 years time we have to decided which face we are to see everyday when we wake up for the rest of our lives. we would have to find that special one, who may never be perfect, to company us in life in death. how? that love and passion for just that one person must be burning nonsensically for us to make such a huge decision. tears and sorrows late in the nights, sobbing to ourselves into the pillow, remembering memories that will only provoke our emotions. that's all i remember about love for now. i only remember myself in the state of doubt and of rejection and even if those sweet memories existed it will only bounce back to the final condition and make everything seem much worse. what remains then? if things were back to square one its not that disastrous. its when everything just fall apart and it makes you feel so empty and useless. maybe one day i'll wake up and this will just be a dream.
today went to toa payoh hub for cip its was pretty slack and got free food to eat! eat until damn full i swear. was doing the morning shift started at 7 plus filling in leaflets in this folder, giving them out, request them to register and usher them in that was probably the busiest period after that it was *phew* easy. slacking ard playing ji kor pah and talking. after our shift ending at 1 plus alvan, dom and i went to kia kia at plaza sing to look for ele's bday present. bought her this miss sixty prefume and a jo's craft necklace! damn nice. we are damn sweet i swear. wahahha. after that we headed back to toa payoh to eat ele's bday dinner and gave her the present as well. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELE!! ELO ELO ELO ELO V E! we ate crystal jade ordered like 5 long of xiao long bao, 1 whole chicken, cai, zhou, pork, tofu. i didn't touch the chicken AT ALL i think i'm really utterly disgusted by chicken now =( tomorrow will be another fun-filled day! with kass, dom and phuaaa. nights.
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author Michele all these while...
February 2011 |