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its a gloomy day for me rain is pouring just outside my window heavily pushing the glass panels as i look at the dark skies wondering how it knew how i was feeling and the wind blew all my papers off the table to find that i have nothing but papers all over picking them up one by one as the every second ticks by realising that i have not much time in the day the day that i did not spend fruitfully unlike how i would like to but i know i have to.
go catch my sister's keeper if you have the chance to it was exceptionally good and touching its not that fact that someone was dying that made it sad it was the fact that there was more to life then death there was so much support and love there were the warm tears and also the contented smiles its not that we can ever accept death no one can ever accept death of a love one but its about the things you do in life that makes a difference its the things that you do with ever breath that we take that makes a mark death does not do anything, it cannot create anymore stories but the living can. if only i truly realise that.
tonight is so not studying night i can't concentrate at all, this sucks
i feel sad when my friends are sad so dear friends, please don't be sad. maybe one day i will feel the same at that time, please be by my side. thanks.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2w-ocLJuHRA falling down only makes one stronger after they have picked themselves back up on their feet.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dDnrLv6z-mMthis video has probably been shown 10000000 over times in blogs, papers, website. but so as long its a good thing, i want to share with my friends (: when Dick (Rick's father) says that anything is possible and nothing is impossible he means it. unlike 10000 over other people who says it to you, he really means it. he's really an inspiration.
 back at starbucks with my favorite tumbler.
i like watching people become successful or recognized it makes me feel that dreams do come true.
wala was fun with a rowdy and retarded group i have no idea why we don't ever make a serious/non-retarded conversation but bottom line is that we don't need to i guess.
  it feels good to accomplish some substantial studies after a long time but the process is always painful. p.s. i got my own tumbler. wanted to get one since forever (:
This is a crazy world
These can be lonely times It's hard to know who's on your side Most of the time Who can you really trust Who do you really know Is there anybody out there Who can make you feel less alone Some times you just can't make it on your own If you need a place where you can run If you need a shoulder to cry on I'll always be your friend When you need some shelter from the rain When you need a healer for your pain I will be there time and time again When you need someone to love you Here I am If you have broken dreams Just lay them all on me I'll be the one who understands So take my hand If you reach emptyness You know I'll do my best To fill you up with all the love That I can show someone I promise you you'll never walk alone Well if you need a place where you can run If you need a shoulder to cry on I'll always be your friend When you need some shelter from the rain When you need a healer for your pain I will be there time and time again When you need someone to love you Here I am
i have 1 week to write 2000 words. and another 2 weeks to write 10 pages and another 3 weeks to write ANOTHER 10 pages. i'm still wondering how i'll survive. wish me luck.
Love is like standing on wet cement, the longer you stay the harder it is to leave. and you can never go without leaving your prints behind.
i'm glad that when i look back at my life i won't go "what was i doing then" at every stage of my life i tried to make myself as busy i have no idea why i keep doing that at every point, i feel like i'm juggling so many things and at that moment, i feel that i cannot even take a breather for i'm afraid i may fail but its these busy moments that i treasure the most and everytime i tell myself "i'm not doing that again" i find myself back at square one all over again. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ actually i think what's makes me do them all over again is the people its the company that pulls me and drags me through all those tough times its the friendships i have forged along the way even if they are left behind when a new stage starts they are never forgotten when i say never, i mean it. i'm going to bring all these friendships, experiences with me through life it's going to remind me to buck up, to learn more, to do more, to suffer more to get more in the end.
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author Michele all these while...
February 2011 |