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today had pw op dry run my group and erwin's had the privilege of going at 930 instead of 8 cause we were the last 2 groups. the bad thing is everyone got to leave earlier. tit for tat i guess. today's run my 2 out fo 4 turned up. one sick and the other EVEN MORE SICK. i'm sure. out with triston and dom to town today drank my pao pao. went to bk. (recalling the day we went to triston's house) triston: can bring the pao pao to bk meh? me: can. triston: bk for father own one ar? dom: no. bk got its own lao peh. wahahha. after that we went walk walk ard far east walk past this chicken rice stall i almost puke i swear i'm utterly disgusted by chicken rice alr try having it for 3 days in the row and have one more meal of duck rice in between. after that we went to lucky plaza then taka then headed home. tomorrow is CIP day! at toa payoh hub. have to wear long sleeve and pants its gonna be freaking hot and i have to wake up at 630 in order to reach there by 715. oh wells. i get good testimonials for it and cip hours! peeps! don't be late tmr! i hope i won't be either. Life's greatest happiness is to be convinced we are loved. Victor Hugo.
today xiaoting came over to slack around and supposedly do OP but obviously we were unable to accomplish that second part. we watched a korean drama called "I am Kim Sam Soon" its quite funny like the girl in it is damn lang bei! after 2 ep, we headed to alvan's house. mina and perry was in his room while he was outside playing dota we slacked and talked. disturbed mina and perry studying with our throwing of soft toys. sorry! alvan's parents bought dinner for us - chicken rice. i'm sure that's not the third day in a row that i have eaten chicken rice. omg. plus this morning i ate duck i swear i'm not eating chicken rice anytime soon. looks like i have to wake up early for op dry run tmr. sian la... still need to write out the script which i haven't done so. 0.0 i'd better get started!
had pw this morn it was really fun making the video and stuff haha. we did really lang bei poses ( i know i know... esp me ) after that terri, esmond and me headed to alvan's house to meet perry phua, amos and dom turned up at his house too. had to get to piano lessons then when i was done met up with dom at j8 for dinner - subway "subway club". we walked around j8 for awhile then went back to alvan's house to find them eating dinner. slacked around talk cock then left the house at about 2335 i almost thought there was no more bus the board wrote that the last bus for 853 is 1155 at 1200 the bus still haven't come! so we waited for the bus and finally when it came i jumped in joy, as in literally i did. wahahha. testing adobe its been quite awhile since i've touched it! ta da! ( points at wallpaper )
the digits of the time changes striking at midnight sitting in the bus filled with whispers and music blasted from earphones peering out of the misty windows my thoughts linger around today's doings my mind pondering over unanswered questions was today meaningful? meaningful enough to remember it? repetitive questions enter and exit leaving me clueless and confused but my human nature to push it aside to ignore the past and live life to its fullest.
triston got woken up by the alarm i set on my phone at 0800 this morning. whoops! woke most of us up. after i switched it off we slept again till about 1030 we slacked ard for awhile, talked. then decided to watch tokyo drift. i fell a sleep half way - as usual. the maid, who can speak english, chinese, dialect and her mother tongue, bought lunch for us - chicken rice. triston had this basketball net in his room dom and amos were trying to do stunts with it. wahahha. looked quite lame considering how small the ball and net was. left soon after that. went home and it was raining like cats and dogs i stuffed everything in my bag and walked in the rain. the security asked me if i needed an umbrella but thinking that i have to walk all the way back to return it, i decided to just get caught in the rain. when i reached home, it felt like i just bathe or something i was entirely drenched! met up with alvan, justin and erwin at 5 at serangoon i was late!! i missed a bus. oh wells that wasn't really the reason i was waiting for my phone to finish uploading photos - whoops. so they were like waiting for me when i reached there. we headed to concourse. found some stuff we wanted. there was this whole tin of lolipop that had 150 sticks and costed 35 bucks! oh gosh. 150 leh! how to finish?!?! oh wells, i didn't buy it anyways haha. after that we went to town justin went home while alvan, erwin and me went to meet gerard at PS. we walked awhile then alvan went home leaving us walking ard - lang bei. very soon after we decided to go to amos house. slacked ard then headed home. the bus took really really long =( at least i had company walking home. you may whine, you may scream, you may cry, you may hurt yourself just to get rid of its pain. but after everything, gather your emotions, set it aside and walk on. wipe your tears even if the sun don't shine.
today was closing ceremony and WE gymmers performed! i left the stage early and there was still one more action left after that i sort of shouted shit at the backstage. after that we went to suki sushi buffet HAPPY BIRTHDAY PERRY! we ate alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot... etc. wahhaha. we were all really really really full. (ok i shall stop the repetition of words) when we stopped eating we started making weird drinks made of soy sauce, mayo, water, green tea and ice. woohoo! DELICIOUS. we played cai quan with like 5 to 6 people and the loser had to drink! triston got into the finals alot of times and lost 3 times. erwin probably lost about the same as him. both of them were ON PAR- after that we went to paragon. ALL OF US. to meet miss giam cause triston wanted to PAI MA PI to get into gym. wahahha. nor la. its because she was alone and us being sweet decided to company her =) after miss giam left we headed to triston's house. and i'm still here. on the way here at the roads in the estate amos was walking in the middle of the road when a taxi came in our direction. triston being nice asked amos to walk by the side and made a comment that goes like this : this father not my lao peh. ehh... this road not my lao peh. and triston trying to cover up his first line. the taxi driver of course not my lao peh la. the taxi driver got his own lao peh. STILL trying to cover up for his weird expressions used said, the taxi driver's son got his own lao peh also. the taxi driver his lao peh la! lesson learnt : just shut up when you realise you are always saying the wrong things. wahahah. just joking. they rushing me to go play mahjong alr! nights everyone. dom says : hiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!i am sexy! ^.^v
i just can't help myself from missing you sometimes i just read lines and lines from blogs about you it just reminds me of the times we had your smile, your laughter, your unglam faces, you jokes, your effort. our smiles, our laughters, our unglam moments, our jokes, our efforts. how can i forget when everything is placed out even when i choose to be blind, to be deaf the remenisence of it just lingers around my sense unwilling to leave my emotions alone. when you left i felt so much i felt all the pain and sadness all at once i guess i suppressed all till right to the end how could be not want to take a second look when we are afraid that we won't see you again. what if that was the last chance, the last look. we were all afraid of losing.
i almost thought that there's school tomorrow and i dreaded it. whenever i go to school i'm just faced with huge amounts of stuff to handle and i just feel so suffocated but i guess there's always a price to pay for it. today had rehearsals then chiang rai meeting till like five. perry, xiaoting and amos waited for us then we went to town to collect perry's specs together. i like his specs! DUH. i choose one what. haha. joking. so we sat at mr miss-giam's-godfather shop again for about 1 hour listening to him talk. it was slightly draggy but it made sense somehow. anyways after that we walked to far east bought bubbletea and sat at level one. alvan and perry went to meet other ppl first then met us back at fareast. bubbletea happenings today: - xiaoting bought milk shake and got a stomache from it - alvan bought this FANTASTIC drink peppermint blended, for those with strong tastebuds, its made for you. whahaha. after that amos and xiaoting headed to my house to watch finish finding nemo watched the beginning fo snakes on the PLANE then both of them fell asleep. i didn't want to watch it so i turned it off and watch america's top model. didn't expect the results of today 0.0 oh wells. tried being a hairdresser today - FAILED. i feel like a have this bump on my back refusing the come off and its just so heavy. somehow i manage to put that smile on my face but i don't know how long it'll last. i know i'm not the only one. but just let me whine just this once.
 yesterday went to town with xiaotingwe went to meet terri and esmond said hello then headed to xiao long to eat. wahaha actually its crystal jade xiao long bao but oh wells, the name is severly long we decided to shorten it in words. we only ate a little there then we went to another crystal jade at taka basement, crystal jade KITCHEN to eat zhou! i like the zhou ALOT ALOt ALot Alot alot. wahahha after that we walked ot cine. wanted to see if there were any movies it was really crowded there so we decided to walk to The Cathay after reaching there, xiaoting decided that she didn't want to watch a movie so we wanted to go back to cine E2MAX to take a look so walked all the way back to cine! then we sat at maestro bistro for quite awhile and at yoshi as well  phua trying to advertise for nike - FAILED! horrible drinks at maestro bistro - flavoured sodas. POISONOUS. lang bei phuaaa - lesson learnt: DON'T WALK TO ESPLANADE. unless you've got alot of energy to burnt. maybe one day i would find something that would place a smile on my face forever.
secrets spilled and words left unspokened spoke a girls night out splattered with colours of rouge
my heart's not longing for the biting bitter blast stands awaiting at my door moulding its foundation for rust. i fear the cold that blows i fear the lonilness stands awating behind those doors i fear i tear it shudders. taking entrance not grand nor flamboyant stands awaiting at the door a pathetic mat un-modern. only walls that welcome with assistance of tables and chairs stands awaiting for my arrival to my own lair
senario in math lesson today, Mr Lim : aiyo. xiaoting ah. why you not doing the question? is it because esmond not here? XiaoTing : no la. haiyo, mr lim. 1T35 : mr lim! must keep up with the times, cannot stick to the 19th century, must move on! ... etc. (whole class ranting on) Daryl : mr lim! got new target, now its maw alr la. Mr Lim : oh is it? xiaoting ah. where's your tutorial? XiaoTing : i never bring la. Mr Lim : why never bring? Erwin : she left it at maw's house la. went crystal jade to eat with miss giam and alvan today after sch what a feast! we ordered like really really ALOT of food. after that we discussed the cca planning for next yr met up with perry soon after to make specs at miss giam's godfather shop when miss giam got there, she realised that it was his birthday! so she bluff him that she went to collect something but actually she went to buy cake and a bottle of wine as a gift for him we went back to the shop to surprise him with a lighted candle on the birthday cake and the wine. sat there for awhile talking about alot of things and he said that a guy should NEVER lay hands on a girl and i stand by that as well. after that miss giam's future husband, "uncle BB" wahaha. fetched us to bishan then we took a bus down to alvan's house. completed the planning stuff over there while xt was sleeping. could tell that she was really tired. oh wells have to go back to planning the closing ceremony perf this coming thurs. we are quite screwed for it 0.0 nights loves.
today was supposed to do the chiang rai selling stuff after school but oh wells in the end canceled. me and xt went to town to buy pao pao, walked ard in the far east for awhile then headed to john's house to watch movie. ended up watch SAW 2 omg. its damn gruesome la but quite exciting. though there were some parts that i used the blanket to cover my vision but it was still damn gory. gosh there was this guy that was expected to cut his own eye to retrieve a key that was placed inside at first! what the hell la. in the end he died with this mask full of thorns on his face cause he didn't dare to cut open his own eye! 0.0 gosh... after that we looked for another movie then we came across the movie, "snakes on a train" yes, i didn't type it wrongly. its "snakes on a TRAIN" wahahha. it started off with some mumbling in i'm-sure-we-know language and there wasn't any subtittles at all! i'm sure we understood what they were saying. when the people spoke english then the ENGLISH subtittles came up. i'm sure they are not a bit dumb oh wells. this is what you get from prirated dvds sometimes. wahahha. after that we played crash. the ps2 game xt TOOK from this shop wahahha. in the end she took the game also only can play on ps2. she don't have a ps. -_-" lame leh she. might as well help me take adobe photoshop... i want!! oh wells. goona watch my GOONG alr! nights loves.
perry and amos came over to watch the 3rd one we are really harry potter crazy at the moment wahhaha. got back h1 today came back with a subpass *phew really thought i would have failed it. went for facil interview one of the qns went like this: "do you prefer spongebob or patrick?" errr... maybe it was a pretty out of point qn. oh wells. after that we went to the family health clinic to get ourself stamped as FIT for travelling so that we could go for the langkawi trip. i'm pretty booked this holiday can't even fit in a family holiday =( omg. this is gonna be the busiest holiday i ever had. things to do: 1. chiang rai trip in nov. 2. gym performance for 3rd dec. 3. gym farewell for j2's. 4. class chalet 5. langkawi trip in dec. (that's if i can go) 6. facil stuff (that's if i got through the interview) omg. if really have to do all where do i fit in the family holiday and my outings i so wanted to go for a very very long time??? i better get mentally and physically prepared! nights everyone. i hope one day i will be able to find the end to my search.
its been 3 days since openhouse many emotions have been running through me that day was supposed to reach there at 8 in the morning even told everyone not to be late on that day itself huiren called me at 8.25 waking me up from my slumberland within 5 min i grabbed a whole lot of stuff and left the house. in that cab i felt to guilty, bitter, full of blame and afraid i'm seriously not someone people can depend on, it convinced me. i teared on the way there what kind of a captain am i? to fail to know the importance of waking up early on that day if the rehearsals really started at 8.30 i would have missed it and probably screw up the performance we all put so much effort into. my heart was thumping as the heavy pac door swung open and to see all your faces smiling at me welcoming me instead of scolding me and reprimand me as i expected my heart just felt the pang of guilt and it wouldn't leave. i cried. i seriously did. i cried not because of that guilt but because i could feel the love you had for me. that comforting words you all gave it erased all my fears immediately. at first it was only the rhythmic girls, they were all there ready and prepard and the lousy me went in incredibly late and unprepared. after that the guys came in they not only saw me crying they saw my fear and my worries i felt as if they saw through me. thanks for everything no matter how the performace went, it was great! you guys were just fabulous with all that enthusiasm you people make me proud of being a gymmer in cjc. both performances ran smoothly after that i had to leave for my piano lessons joined them back at taka met up with a whole lot of them walked huiren to lido then met up with phua, erwin, amos and perry there. the rgymmers left with huiren leaving phua, me, erwin, victor, perry and amos behind. we went to ps to eat, amos went to meet his friend after that we went to cathay and we decided to watch a movie at 10 plus the movie was at 1.50! what the... so we sat at ben and jerry's for awhile then left to play pool at paradiz centre played till 1.30 amos who coincidentally was there as well came to play with us. after that headed back to cathay for the movie we watched death note. it was not bad! didn't let me down at least i was damn tired but i didn't fall asleep and that shows that the movie was good considering what kind of a sleeper i am! wahhaha. left for home at about 4 plus they came my house to stay over (minus erwin, he didn't watch the movie with us) we walked all the way from cathay to summerset there and in the end we took a cab cause nr1 took ages to come and we were all pretty frustrated about it. wahahha. the next day we woke up at 2 plus and we ate lunch my parents bought and watch HAI LE PUA TOH. wahahah. harry potter la. the first one today they came me house to watch the second one. before that, a whole bunch of us went to queenstown to sort of look for class tee and ate at ikea though like half of us went to burger king instead. bought two large glass jars and a whole lot of straws folded loads of stars and hearts each kind in each jar. but for who? why did i feel so strong emotions purging that day? geuttaen aegi haji motaetjyo neomu eoriseogeotjyo
today was usual school though i slept at like 9 plus yesterday i was freaking sleepy today la. practically slept through all the lessons. wahahha. had training at PAC after that. FORTUNATELY there was aircon not like the other time, i almost died in that vaccum like PAC. after training me, ele, perry, amos, alex and dom went to town to eat. but ele had to leave leaving me there alone =( after that terri and esmond joined us we walked to swensens to collect leotard from chu then took a bus down from heeren to ps. paid for amos's bills, at the 7eleven the person took his 50 bucks and said that the balance would be carried forward. what the hell. and it was a trans. wahahha. after that we went to foodcourt to eat then headed to cathay we walked ard for a while leaving esmond and terri at ben and jerry then when we came back we sat there for like pretty long talking without buying anything after that we went home. pretty tired on the way home slept on the 857 0.0 nights everyone.
to: 2 rgymmers, i know how you feel, but i don't know how to help it. i'm sorry that it had to be this way and if there's anything i could do just tell me. i can assure you two that you two are irreplacable and without you two there's nothing left of rgym. hopefully things will get better and let all hatred between us be forgotten and forgive those who did wrong. to forgive and forget. to: the rgymmers, the upcoming performance is something of great significance. i thank you all for doing your best and please please please continue to do so. there's no way i could have lived through jc life without you guys. thanks for everything you have done for me and i hope i can do something for you guys too. jia you everyone. WE CAN DO IT! WE ARE THE BEST! to: ele, i couldn't make this performance possible without you. we were probably 10 times messier than it was before you kou us. thanks alot. i know you have exams to handle and yet you took time out to train us. thanks for not leaving us in a lurch and companying us through those times. to: all the gymmers, thanks for placing effort in this performance. it wouldn't have been possible without you. if we just hold each others hands guiding each other through this, i believe we can do this. openhouse is coming and we only have a few more days left. i don't know if its only me, but i feel a bond between us that keeps us together. all the best! to: 1t35'06, you know its been a tough year, and its gonna get tougher next year. congrats for those who have made it to 2t35'07, see you next year. for those who are on the verge of leaving, don't lose hope. hope we can get through next year together again! and someone, please make the class tee. haha. jia you everyone!
yesterday was the last day of promos i went to watch world trade centre with xt,amos, terri, esmond, perry, alvan, dom, erwin it was not too bad a little monotous at the beginning but ended off with on an emotional note. after that i went to eat dinner with my parents had a really bad tummy ache i don't know what happened. it was really bad i barely would walk la! oh man. i doubt its food poisoning and its not cramps don't know what caused it la. later its gastric flu or something 0.0 today was chinese mock paper slept for half of the 3 hours! i think i made up for the lost of sleep the night before wahahaha. after that gymmers had training for openhouse tmr we are training at PAC! went with some of the gymmers to drink PAO PAO after that at amk. the pearls are not too bad, just a little tasteless their jelly not too bad either, just a little hard. MAYBE i should buy from town next time or something! whahha. after that we ate dinner and went to alvan's house. we watched this show called... err... i forgot the tittle. shit! anyways, it was really gory and gruesome la! there was these three CUM GONGS they are damn barbaric going all ard to kill pple. madness. tomorrow's the final verdict. not exactly la. only h2's. BUT its like majority of our papers i hope everyone will do well!! all the best peeps!
OH FUCK i was like awaiting for the ocip msg to arrive and now that it has i don't want it it overlaps with my dec performance WHAT THE HELL LA. THIS IS FREAKING PISSING. SO SHOULD I GO FOR THE OCIP AND GIVE UP THE PERFORMANCE AT VICTORIA THEATRE OR GO FOR THE OCIP AND GIVE UP THE PERFORMANCE? THIS IS FREAKING IRRITATING!!!!! ARGH. )&#$@#$%)(*&^$$@#$&(&^&#%$w&*%*&(%^@#%&%^&*)()(*
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author Michele all these while...
February 2011 |
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