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one question i would like to be answered in my life.. is how people decide on something they want to do for life and be so sure about it. how people choose one person and know that that's the face you would like to see for life how can people be so sure that the next decision they make is the their future why so sure why so confident of the human reasoning that is obviously flawed. been questioning myself but i find myself being the only one questioning the only one lost in those questions the only one not being able to answer them after years of thought. having no aim in life no absolute values no absolute stand for me to believe in how do i carry on... ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- school's a bitch with all those readings but i'll conquer them soon enough, i hope.
to be sick on the last few days of the holidays is not exactly the best thing to do staying at home is never my idea of fun though staying at home for a few days is something i haven't done for ages. i feel as though sleeping without an alarm the next morning is something that i have been missing out the last few years of my life.
why can't i be good in something that i do just for once i feel being tired doing so many things all the time and not being able to do well in any. it sucks big time to be half-skilled in everything that i learn and to fail every time i try or barely scrape through everything that i signed up for.
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author Michele all these while...
February 2011 |