Tuesday, January 29, 2008
slow down


i really really need more sleep
i've been down with this flu or whatever this is for like two weeks plus
having two jobs and you still wanna play - is no joke.

results are coming out real soon
I DON'T WANTTTTT.
damnit.
i don't have a choice do i?

Divulged at 11:27 AM

Monday, January 21, 2008
looking back upon my muddy footprints


i feel like i have lost something along the sides of the road
and when i make a u-turn, i find myself stepping all over my own things.
maybe they were not worth treasuring or maybe i'm just giving myself some selfish comfort.


Driving away from the wreck of the day
-from the wreck that i create.
desperately close to the coffin of hope
-that i built for myself to lie.

Divulged at 7:46 PM

Wednesday, January 16, 2008
SICK


i've got this damn flu for a few days alr
its not going away. in fact its getting worse. AHHHH.

nothing much has been happening lately
my life seems to be more boring as the holidays progress.

finally finished watching xt's zhuan jiao and started FF12!!!
i don't get the story of FF yet though
its abit confusing and the battle method if irritating.

got work to do. bye.

Divulged at 11:50 AM

Friday, January 11, 2008
too many things too little me


i feel like splitting myself up
so i can accomplish everything
i think i'm giving myself too much things to do

driving test date: 15feb
lessons gone for out of 2: none
reading of book till page: ZERO
i'm so dead.

i feel like i have so many things to do but i don't know how and where to start
and i'm getting my priorities all mixed up.


help.

Divulged at 12:26 AM

Sunday, January 06, 2008
go away clock.


my lifestyle is worsening every day
my bio clock is screwed
don't know what i'm doing outside every single day
kinda lost track of time and dates
darn it.

after thinking, our results are out pretty soon. like in 1 month's plus time.
and i still have FREAKING alot of things that i need to do

1. watch finish all the dramas i bought and borrowed
2. play final fantasy 12
3. learn driving
4. learn piano
5. learn dancing
6. work

sounds damn busy.
shit.

Divulged at 11:58 PM

Saturday, January 05, 2008
somnamnahhhhh!


whyyyyyy
its so damn fast
i'm back like where i was like 10 days ago.
sitting in front of this shitty computer which can never replace the kids there.
AHHHHHH

this trip may not have been as emo as the previous one
but definately irreplaceable as much as the trip before.
nine days of joy of seeing the kids
nine days of laughter of playing with the kids
that nine days just gone. damn it.

back to the singapore i knew for 18 years of my life
full of expressways, full of lights, lacking the stars and the simple life that anyone in CR has.

oh wells. its not all that bad.
my friends are here :)

Divulged at 12:25 AM