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I NEED A COMPUTER EXPERT TO HELP ME WITH MY DAMN WIRELESS NETWORK THAT JUST CANNOT CONNECT WITH MY MACBK. RAHHHHHHHH!
"my father was generous beyond his means, but the greatest gift he ever gave me... was love." saw this on some advert about www.thinkfamily.sg webby. its quite sweet. everyone always say family is important to them but how much do they show it to their family. its been a long long time since i said i love you to my parents maybe its time to.
conversation of the day: kaying celeste - congrats to cyan and yuyuang, you two finally found each other says: ask you all kaying celeste - congrats to cyan and yuyuang, you two finally found each other says: how many disposable plates should i buy michele [my-enigma.blogspot] says: many many Lang . Tian Ya [ . ] - I wanna grow wings and fly. To appreciate the bueauty of walking. says: 1000500 michele [my-enigma.blogspot] says: 100000000000000000000 kaying celeste - congrats to cyan and yuyuang, you two finally found each other says: zzzzzzzzzzzzzz Lang . Tian Ya [ . ] - I wanna grow wings and fly. To appreciate the bueauty of walking. says: we can play frisbee
thank you to those people who are concerned about me the last two days you guys were there when i needed you all i needed was just some love, i'll be fine in a few more days i really cannot live without you people thank you for being in my life i'll try my utmost best to be there when you need me too! our paths crossed for a reason
sometimes ignorance if bliss
money makes the world go round does it not? many may say it doesn't i once tried to believe in that. it is true there are things that cannot be bought but besides that minority, that some will choose to forgo, money sadly does make the world go round. believing that it doesn't seems like a futile dream everyone had when they were younger. i want to hold on to that believe i want to trust that the world is not all that bland and tasteless but at the end of the day i'm always dissapointed. i'm depressed at the thought of it i hate it when money is involved in every issue. it makes everything seem so dull, all meaning's lost. whenever money's involved i wonder whether true feelings still exist or not. it hinders my vision to see the truth in my heart and in others. it makes me never want to believe in love ever again.
i always say... the hardest part of life in to say goodbye. i hate when we send people off no matter where they go, to other worlds or to other countries. at that moment when they walk through that door you have a gut feeling that maybe we may never see each other again or that the feelings we had for each other would be lost. although they do come back once in a while, at the end of the year or even after a few months, but when i think back and remember seeing them almost every single day, there's just that sudden feeling of emptiness. i remember calling huiren sometimes late at night hoping to pop by her house chit chat till early morning eat cheese with buscuits and watch movie it felt like nothing when she was still around now it weighs like gold and only in my memories. although after school ended and our paths were different, we still bothered to meet up often for the past few months, we still talked about our lives, let each other know what's going on in our everyday. now that becomes difficult to achieve. now that she's gone something feels different.
was just reading hr's blog when i came across the most recent post and it talked about alvan and gang being dumbly stuck in the library room AHAHHA. It was the joke of the month i swear. thinking about those times make me realise how much i really missed those schooling days afterall those were the days when we were just ourselves and had so much fun i miss going to school almost every single day and we were supposed to study but somehow always end up eating, talking or sleeping. haha. i miss studying at each other houses, watching the 7oclock and 9oclock chinese drama on channel 8 with all of them. i miss hearing the laughter that we had no matter where we were. but i know there's no way i can turn back time. don't think i'll ever find anything like those days again.
Baby come here and sit down, let's talk I got a lot to say so I guess I'll start by Saying that I love you But you know, this thing ain't been No walk in the park for us I swear it'll only take a minute You'll understand when I finish, yeah And I don't wanna see you cry But I don't wanna be the one to tell you a lie so How do you let it go? When you You just don't know? What's on The other side of the door When you're walking out, talk about it Everything I tried to remember to say Just went out my head So I'ma do the best I can to get you to understand Cause I know There's never a right time to say goodbye But I gotta make the first move Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you Girl it's not you, it's me I gotta gotta figure out what I need There's never a right time to say goodbye But we know that we gotta go Our separate ways And I know it's hard but I gotta do it And it's killing me Cause there's never a right time Right time to say goodbye But now your heart is breaking And a thousand times I Found myself asking, "Why? Why?" Why am I taking so long to say this? But trust me, girl I never Meant to crush your world And I never Though I would see the day we grew apart And I wanna know i really never meant to hurt you. goodbye.
maybe its true that being loved is not all that great to love or to be loved. i might have changed my mind about that. i'm sorry for hurting you.
soci camp's up next week hope its going to be fun if not i'll feel like shit cause a few more weeks and school's gonna start. half depressed and half excited depressed cause my 9 months holiday has comed to an end no more waking up at 1 pm everyday no more late night supper every other day shucks. on the other hand, its a new chapter in my life with more things to discover "its like a narcotic. at first it brings the euphoria of complete surrender. the next day, you want more. you are not addicted yet, but you like the sensation and you think you can still control things. you think about the person you love for 2 minutes, and forget them for 3 hours. but then you get used to that person and you begin to be completely dependent on them. now you think about him for 3 hours and forget him for 2 minutes. if he's not there, you feel like an addict who can't get a fix. and just as addicts steal and humilate themselves to get what they need, you're willing to do anything for love."
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author Michele all these while...
February 2011 |