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When you have to look away When you don't have much to say That's when I love youI love you Just that way To hear you stumble when you speak or see you walk with two left feet That's when I love you I love you endlessly And when you're mad cause you lost a game Forget im waiting in the rain Baby I love you I love you anyway Cause here's my promise made tonight You can count on me for life Cause that's when I love you When nothing you do could change my mind The more I learn the more I love The more my heart can't get enough That's when I love you When I love you no matter what So when you turn to hide your eyes Cause the movie, it made you cry That's when I love you I love you a little more each time And when you can't quite match your clothes Or when you laugh at your own jokes That's when I love you I love you more than you know And when you forget that we had a date Or that look that you give when you show up late Baby I love you I love you anyway Cause here's my promise made tonight You can count on me for life Cause that's when I love you When nothing you do could change my mind The more I learn the more I love The more my heart can't get enough That's when I love you When I love you no matter what That's when I love you When nothing baby Nothing you do could change my mind The more I learn the more i love The more my heart can't get enough Thats when I love you When I love you No matter what
i have this hollow feeling in my stomach unable to understand what you want do you even want us to exist? do you want to even be with me? you removed me from that list does is mean you want to remove me from your life as well? you know if you don't want me to be there anymore you can just tell me. i just don't know what you want anymore or maybe from the start i didn't.
then how? what do you want me to do? i don't understand you either... you say silence is not way. then whenever i want to communicate i feel sarcasm flying back at me for whatever i do i feel as if you are not happy for whatever i say you can form words of sarcasm that's why sometimes i hestitate in talking to you. no matter what i'm doing you will mention guys am i that a flirt in your mind? like i must go out with guys? you really don't understand me tell me how can i understand you. tell me how then will you talk to me without sarcasm. when was the last time you asked me out? even yesterday i was the one that offered. and you may say that i was busy so nvm then don't make it sound as if i was the one that cause you to be alone. i offered you rejected. and you can call me anytime to go down i would and you know it all these while i have been travelling so much for you. and it doesn't matter to me i've been waiting ard and i have never complained about it. cause i really don't mind. what about you? i know you are not the one who asked me to that's why i have no complains i was willing. sometimes i do things thinking whether you appreciate it whether i should have done things that way in the first place since you don't seem to appreciate whatever i do. tell me then. what you want me to do?
what is it that you want? i really don't know. maybe i didn't know from the start i offered and you rejected it like so many times so what you expect me to do and can you don't assume things i realise you have been assuming things right from day one remember how i asked you why do guys like to assume things? you say i'm happy how do you know? you are not even with me can you don't assume things yourself? don't make assumptions about my feelings when you don't know. i just think i always look happy on the surface maybe i sound happy when i try to lighten the mood on the phone do you even know why i go out nowadays? i really don't know alr la.
a long talk with ys really really long all the way from in 855 to yishun till back to her house till she walked me backed. it's really a relief that i'm not the only one who is like that not being mean or saying that i like that this way but i feel comforted that the way i feel is not abnormal. haven't been talking so long to her recently glad to know we still share the same thoughts. all that whining so long winded but getting us to no where may seem useless but i feel better after saying everything. sometimes i think i just keep things to myself i don't say how i feel what i want i just hide myself in my own small little world i want to break through to see the larger view but how? thanks ys for accompanying me today gd luck for tomorrow! all the best.
"why is it that the person who can make you smile and laugh, also be the person to make you frown and cry." i agree totally, xt.
so now you know... i wonder what. tomorrow last day of exams MATH omg there's like still a dozen things i don't understand at least i managed to grasp some just now not too bad thanks peeps for helping me out =) go peeps! esp. those who still got their h1's!
it seems like the last few months just went past like a breeze i barely can catch my breath and it sweeps past me. so many things happened within this short period of time. no wonder people say the fastest days of our lives are jc days. it's pretty much true though these few days seem to past a little slow the rest seem to fly by. sometimes i just don't know what to do with things anymore i thought i was in control i thought i knew everything actually i don't. it's no point understanding me people cause i don't even understand myself. thanks to those who tries to understand me you may and may not have succeeded. nights to you all.
took this from ronald's blog to check if i'm a girl haha some people always say i'm too tomboy to be a girl bleah so here goes [ ] my fingernails/toenails are almost always painted [ ] during the summer pretty much the only shoes i wear are flip flops [x] my favorite toy as a child were barbies [ ] my favorite color is purple [x] i did Gymnastics [x] i love skirts [ ] hollister is my favorite place to shop [x] tight jeans are the only jeans i'll wear [x] i love chocolate [x] i've never had a real job TOTAL:6 [ ] my hair is straightened [x] i have at least 8 friendster pictures [x] i usually go shopping once a week [x] i love to hang out with friends [ ] i have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace [ ] i've gone to a tanning salon [ ] i've gone to the beach to tan - not to swim [x] i have at least 10 pairs of shoes [ ] i watch either the OC or Laguna Beach [ ] i change my icon weekly TOTAL: 4 [ ] i wear a shower cap [ ] i would NEVER step foot into Hot Topic [x] my cell phone might as well become a part of me [ ] i wear mascara everyday [x] i've been or am on a diet [ ] bathing suits are adorable [ ] i don't know the diff. between a sheep and a goat [ ] big sunglasses are hott [ ] i have gotten my nails done [x] i own over 10 purses TOTAL: 3 [x] MTV is one of my favorite channels [ ] all i want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys [ ] i love to have other girls do my hair [x] i give and receive hugs from all my friends [x] i hate bugs, snakes, lizards, spiders [x] carnivals are so fun!! [ ] summer is THE best season [ ] my swimsuit has 2 pieces [ ] im waiting for my knight in shining armor [ ] pianists are so hot. TOTAL: 4 [x]you write me a poem and tell me im beautiful and i'm all yours [x] i am self-conscious. [ ] i cry often [ ] my car smells like vanilla [ ] my dishes get washed more then once a week [ ] i don't do sports [x] i HATE to run [ ] i squeal when i am surprised or angry [x] i eat dried fruit as a snack [ ] i love romance novels TOTAL: 4 [x] Drew Barrymore is so cute [ ] i dance a lot [ ] i usually spend over an hour to get ready to leave my house [ ] i only have like 5 billion hair products [x] i love to get dressed up [x] every part of my outfit needs to match [x] i talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends [x] i would love to have a photo shoot of myself [ ] price on clothes hardly matters [ ] i apply lip gloss 50 times a day TOTAL: 5 [x] i wish i were a model [ ] i wish i could meet Paris Hilton to slap her --->(slut!) [ ] i have been something that was slutty on halloween [ ] i own Uggs [ ] Hip Hop is the best music [ ] i pop my collar [x] i like to be the center of attention [ ] guys with Mohawks are crazy [ ] horses are beautiful [x] i'd rather not pay attention in school TOTAL: 3 [ ] cats are adorable [ ] i write my own music/song/lyric [x] i would love to visit Hawaii [x] Valentine's day is so cute! [x] white is better then black [ ] i wouldn't be caught dead in all black [x] my closet is STOCK FULL of clothes [ ] i hate the grunge look of a beard [x] i love to read gossip magazines [x] i love to gossip TOTAL: 5 [ ] I had Lisa Frank folders, posters as a kid [ ] i love Celine dion [ ] My bubble baths ar e 2 hr long [ ] my wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned [ ] my friends and i are in a strict group. we mostly only hang out with each other [x] i like kids [x] diet drinks are the best [ ] im all about being vegetarian [x] i refuse to eat at McDonald's [ ] i check my friendster everyday. TOTAL: 3 [x] i LOVE life! [x] i have a lot of jewlery [ ] claires has cheap jewlery [ ] my screen names have x's in them - [ ] either one of my friendster profile has/had <3 in them [x] i would never want to be the opposite sex [x] it's not what he/she said it's the way he/she said it [ ] i have more than 3 pillows on my bed [x] i have a stuffed toy sleeping beside me [x] i love tidy and clean places TOTAL: 6 SUM: 6+4+3+4+4+5+3+5+3+6=43 43% GIRL. OMG. that's like not even half! what the hell i think i start being more girly maybe start talking in some high pitch bitchy voice might help? haha.
today's tests were fine =) have a feeling tomorrow's one will be pretty terrible jia you everyone!!! it'll be over soon!
Ai Qing Yoghurt - Lin Jun Jie
i always thought he was pretty ugly until yesterday!  .jpg)  AIN'T HE CUTE?!?!?!?
oh man. its the last day that's damn saddening. yesterday went for the lin jun jie concert it was fantastic it's my first time going for someone's concert he's damn cool la i'm officially his fan alr! haha he rocks la though he put his songs few keys down it's still pretty high for a guy. his voice is definately good it's damn powerful!!!! omg! don't mind watching it again =) i know there's one at genting on 1st july but i'm not that crazy a fan to go all the way there la yesterday there were like fans form china and malaysia the china fans were like damn high! they were one of the only ppl who did sign boards ( or whatever you call that ) in one sentence HE ROCKS! today's gonna be a study day =) gotta really do some serious studying alr. jia you ppl! next week will pass like a breeze!
he just rock HIS VOICE mesmerizing.
i'm just not happy anymore and there's no particular reason to it. i'm just so tired tired of forcing that ingenuine smile on my face tired of churning the laughter that didn't come from my heart. my tears just fall like cold rain neverending and numb drop by drop. was standing at the bus stop my mind's a blank. seeing people walk by thinking of nothing much just random thoughts. the place just looks so depressing all together. i can't smile anymore it seems like i've got no reason to. the skies are bleak not even a star in sight giving such a solemn feel to my lonely night.
it is only today that i realise why i always notice the skies when i'm feeling down. cause when i cry i tilt my head up to hold back the tears.
sometimes i wonder where i'm really heading i want to become something not just a nobody. but somehow my body just doesn't follow my mind i just don't have enough determination to pull me through sometimes i think i'm a weakling having no strength maybe a little but not enough. i find myself really lost and angry at myself for not finding that strength and even if i had that strength i'm not using it that's why i'm so angry at myself i guess. i know i'm not stupid i'm just lazy pure laziness.
one of the rare times i'm home all day came home in the early morning was really tired don't know why though had enough sleep the night before didn't even watch the argentina match somehow my body's reacting to all the late nights. spent quite abit of time on studies today got frustrated cause i didn't understand some stuff flared up at xiao ting sorry xiao ting thanks for being there to listen to my crap and anger anyways. tomorrow there's practical hopefully i can handle it. good luck everyone!
planned to do some serious studying tomorrow hopefully i goes well i really need to get some work done at least read through or something it's like one more week to mid-years it's really time i should feel the urgency. can't believe how time flew by like that 3 weeks just like that! i felt like i didn't make full use of time. there is so much i wanted to do there is so much work needed to be done yet all these was not accomplished. i feel really lousy about everything how i really suck at training and i'm not exactly a genuis and yet i don't study and how the holidays went by. tick. tick. tick. a few minutes just ticked by like always.
woo... came back from my malaysia trip! came back with like more than 10 bites on me though stayed at some shah resort at malacca. everyone in my family didn't get that many bites i think i have really sweet blood or something i have them like all over my arm EWWW. anyways by the time i got to malacca on the first day it was alr night time at about 7 plus went to eat dinner at jonkers street ate some cha quay tiao that really sucked but ate others like laksa and rendang noodles that were no bad. my parents wanted to bring us to this shop that has superb chendol BUT it was closed!! yup. so we had to go search for an alternative. next day we went to makota shopping mall i made my specs!!! it's like bright red hopefully not that ugly can't wait for it to arrive in singapore!!! ate lunch then headed to genting. it was raining pretty badly on the way there so we couldn't do any outdoor stuff went shopping, dinner then shopping again. i did quite abit of shopping spent about 200 rm on shopping alone. then at night we went to some pizza cafe i watched the czech vs. ghana match there while my mom and my sis went to the casino. sadly i still can't enter!! the match was pretty exciting and dissapointing!! czech is gonna have a hard time qualifying for the next round! ghana's not bad though they played quite well surprisingly went to slp not long after woke up at like 11 the next day whoops kinda tired then went karoke for the lunch offer thing like k-box then went back down to malacca jasco walked ard for awhile then head back home!! what a long journey... *phew* i'm finally home!! home sweet home.
i've really been on a soccer craze recently it's pretty madness yesterday i watch all 3 matches with xiaoting at john's place. after the first match both of them sian diao la i didn't know what to do man! they both lost pretty badly xiaoting was like stoning through the whole of england match la until like john terry saved the ball he's damn good la without him i wouldn't be surprised if they drew or lost. i bet on my first match of this year's world cup the sweden vs. paraguay match i anyhow choose sweden to support and i won they scored the goal in the last 80++ min la. omg quite scary i was alr sort of prepared to give up my money. but luckily i didn't have to *phew* and jy's bf ji tao won also!! haha. i'm going to malaysia for the next 3 days so won't be watching matches sian diao. i feel like watching one. john told me about some ghosts in genting i'm like damn scared now la what the hell don't feel like going alr la i feel like crying alr la all your fault!!!! **wahhhhh i'm leaving for malaysia at 4.30 better go home soon =)
i search for you your name on msn i know you are not there but still i search why must you have such a common name?! a name that is printed EVERYWHERE when i mean everywhere its appearing on everything. even on my lit book othello - "Series Editor: John Seely" on my econs notes - "John and Lily" as an example of DD and SS in soccer - "John Terri" which is what they call my friend by the name of terri. i hear you everywhere they may not be you but they make me think of you. Grrrrr....
i don't know i really don't know what to do. how?!?! can you make the decision for me? it's the 2nd day i found out what my heart feels but i can't make the choice the thing here is that its between two and not one i can't be naive and believe in things that i know are hard to achieve that would be childish and immature. but this way, should i follow my ignorant heart or my guarded mind? i seem to be happier following my heart but that will only give more chances of hurt in the future. lay out the pros and cons? how to? when each matter has its different impact. to end it here to prevent anymore hurt? both ways seems bad. i can't decide i really have no determination to set on one path. i'm afraid i'll choose the wrong one and end up too lost. even if i choose the right one [if there is a right one] it's fraught with dangers. sometimes having a fixed path laid out doesn't seem that bad you just have to adapt and accept no fears.
a friend once said to me, "if some things were meant to end, it would have ended by now. because it hasn't it means that there's a long long way to go." thanks alot. talking to you helped me clear my thoughts slighty though it's all still blur thanks.
i regret letting you go last night i really like you, i really do. but i don't know if it's enough to love you. i don't know what i want, i want to be with you but yet another part of me tells me that if i get back with you something like yesterday will occur again. i don't know, i don't anything, i don't know everything. i'm so dumb. i can't even figure out my own feelings, what kind of a lover am i when i don't even know how i feel. i think you'll be happier without this idiot here to make you sad.
i like you but is it enough to believe that this is forever. i think of you all the time i miss you i want to hug you but is it enough to want to hold you till the end of time i tear as sing it. http://bbs2.ustc.edu.cn/cgi/bbstcon?board=Lyrics&file=M.1140552435.A Some how music just opens me up to my feelings.
WHAT AM I TO DO NOW?
i don't know what's gonna happen in the next few days. what if i'm still stuck what if i still don't really know everything what if i don't know how to call you what if i don't know what to say to you cause i haven't exactly figure things out. what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if. i'm afraid.
gosh yesterday i went john's house to play mahjong and watch world cup reached home at about 7++ AM my mom woke me up at 11 to ask me to go k-box. i'm sure i had enough sleep WOW i went anyways. went home to rest for awhile after that took a short nap for about an hr then head down to town. i bought my gold heels! thanks mommy! shi shang zhi you ma ma hao love it ALOT. was so tempted to buy it the day before but i was PRETTY BROKE so i didn't buy it that day. bought it today i'm so happy! lalalala... plus i bought a topshop bracelet it just rocks. anyways we walked around then went to some thai restaurant for dinner YUMMM. the food was not bad chi de bao bao then went to walk around suntec. bought three quarts! finally after wanting to buy them for so so long. i bought them at 20% discount! woohoo while in giodano buying jeans met up with yink yink then we WALKED the WHOLE of suntec AGAIN. omg. my legs are like damn suan now i wore like 3+ inch heels how smart. luckily i didn't get blisters though i bought a pair of really colourful earrings! and *ahem* nei yi *ahem* they are really cute! with *cough* pink panther *cough* pattern. haha they are really adorable then we walked really slowly to the club cause our feet were hurting. ended up sitting at some random place drinking fruit juice after that we walked to the club and my parents picked us up from there! *phew* i'm really tired with like not enought sleep the day before and i have to attend my grandma's birthday lunch tomorrow at turf city [which is like damn far from my house] i think i better head to bed now. pictures of the stuff i bought:  rainbow earrings!
skinny fit three-quart jeans love it. :)
*bling bling*
my bracelet in the mirror and... last but not least, my *ahem*... but there's no picture of it! bleah.
 fresh and all ready at the start of the road trip we set off together hand in hand. the road dark and obscure but without hesitation step by step defiant and fearless we move forward. half way along the road we chance upon a waterfall gleaming waters with glittery skies reflecting each other soothing and relaxing. yet we know we have to move on so we leave. prickly plants and rocky floors we trample upon i miss my step and all's not gone cause i have your hand in mine. i see no end to this winding road far out in the distance i see the path fraught with dangers with prickly plants and rocky floors with paradise and luminous waterfall. i see no end cause there is no end. the journey will not end here and does not end here boundless and limitless journey we create together hand in hand.
yeah! going out with dajiti'04 later for dinner =) we going chomp chomp shiat. it's so fattening. i doubt i'll be able to find any food that is any less fattening there at least i don't remember seeing any. can't wait to see you guys later meeting up again makes me think of the times we shared 2 years ago that's a pretty long time ago do you remember how we used to train together all the laughter and fun. can't believe its over so fast and so long ago. i feel old. remember how we hurried in our training and went to watch shrek together? remember how we felt before we shang chang? remember how we felt when we clinched the gold after so much hardwork? i remember. hopefully you guys remember too cause i'll treasure those experiences they are the few experiences in my life that i'll never forget. they are the ones that created an impact in my life. des coming to swim later. hopefully we can swim so i don't feel so guilty about tonight! it's been a LOOOOONG time since i swam anyways. yup. i better start studying too pretty screwed for mid-yrs. *sigh* hope the dinner tonight can motivate me to study or something =)
don't cry babe for my heart cries with yours. he's really not worth your tears dry them now before he sees them. its pointless to let him see he is heartless with no sympathy for others. in the first place don't crave for his sympathy his sympathy is only dirt it's not the least worth of your desire. please wake up. if you ever need a morning call look for me i'm always here for you babe and you know that. i will never leave you behind just hold my hand like you always do. that way you won't get lost.
in one way or another we all have our fears at least in one point of time in our lives. reading an old friend's blog i found that i'm pretty afraid of many things almost everything. i'm afraid of losing both losing out and losing someone or something. especially when i treasure it so much losing it will just devastate me so badly i'm afraid of that sadness that looms ahead of me. i'm afraid that there will always be that one day when it leaves me no matter now or then it will ultimately leave why do i always get that feeling that i have no grip over anything as if everything is out of my reach? i'm afraid that the love i have will be eventually broken and shattered not even on the floor it just shatters and disintegrates and there's no way i can fix it back. losing out its when you worked so hard for something you know you tested the best of your abilities yet sometimes life is just unfair that there are others ahead of you and you don't get that chance that opportunity that you always wanted maybe its because i'm too scared too scared to admit my desire for it and it causes me to hold myself back too far back. i let my fears control me it's not like i want it to be this way i am built this way i seem to have learnt to wallow in my fears. i'm afraid of losing my senses i want to hear your voice the sound of nature the waves of the sea i want to feel your warmth the love that i recieve and the softness of the bed i want to smell the food you cook the scents of flowers the salty air at the beach i want to see your lovely face the colours of the wind and the rainbow i want to speak of love to whisper in your ear to interact with others. i'm afraid of death partially the pain but that's only a small part of death death takes away EVERYTHING every effort you made everything that i've loved everything that i cherish everything that i have lived for. it's really not about the pain. it's when you lose the things you loved to feel the pain not of death but of dissapointment and regret. i'm fearful fearful of everything i want to be able to see the sunrise and the sunset with my loved ones every single day. i want to feel the mere essence of life the happiness that mankind create the sadness that only brings out the joy we feel. i know i'm a spoilt brat that's precisely why i'm so afraid. if anyone dares to say he/she is not afraid of anything at all i'll say you are not human.
in the game, i'm seem to be just a helpless player the lousier one the one who has no control when the boss comes or how things happen. i see the events happening right before my eyes and yet my controls are jammed. it's all in my reflections.
watched x-men not bad la pretty exciting for the first time in my life i took the couple seats i don't want to know what happened on those seats before. EWWWW to be next to you its STILL tolerable. thanks for the lolipop suprise! though it wasn't successful. its the thought that matters =) though things started out pretty sucky today it still ended alright. i miss you so much. if you were to go boston i think i'll just go mad. but it's your future that we're talking about. if you really feel that by going you'll get a better future then go ahead don't miss this opportunity. i won't die so soon don't worry. =)
---BASIC--- 1. What is your full name? Michele Loke Huimei 2. Do you wish on stars? Yeps and i just adore those stars! 3. What's your favorite color(s)? pink, purple, white... can't make up my mind. maybe all? 4. Do you like your handwriting? hmmm, not really. 5. Who are you jealous of? anyone who has better figure than me (gosh, which is like alot of people!) 6. What do you look for out of life? anything that makes me happy. 7. Who is your favorite family member? my dearest sista. 8. Why are you filling out this survey? it looks really fun :) 9. What is your favorite season? winter. 10. If you were another person would you be friends with you? DUH... ...whoops. 11. Pepsi/Coke? coke 12. Do you find yourself attractive? without the fats - maybe. 13. Have you ever told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? hope not. 14. What is your guy type? none in particular. its the chemisty that's most important. 15. Do looks matter? partially. 16. What is the sexiest thing a guy can wear? i have this thing for collar shirts. 17. Person u respect the most? my parents. 18. Have you ever met anyone famous? yes if singapore actors and actress count. 19. Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? in my dreams. yes. 20. Whats your favorite song? zhu wo sheng ri kuai le by yink, john and me. 21. What do you do to prevent anger? don't think about it. 22. Are you passive or aggressive? more of aggressive i guess. 23. Who is your idol? at the moment, lin jun jie. 24. Do you trust others? if they are worth my trust, yes. 25. What was your favorite toy as a child? my grandfather's box full of toys. 26. What class in school do you think is totally useless? GP lecture. .27. What class is the BEST? BREAK! 28. Do you like sappy love songs? stupidly, yes. 29. Have you ever been on radio or television? just for a few seconds. 30. Have you ever intentionally hurt another person? hurt someone, yes, but it was unintentionally. REALLY. 31. Do you like sarcasm? duh. don't remember myself going through a day without it. 32. Do you believe in God? totally don't. 33. Do you feel understood most of the time? guess so. 34. Are you afraid of anything? death, i like living. 35. What is your favorite movie? out of the movies i watched recently, she's the man. 36. Have you thought seriously about committing suicide? DUH NO. 37. What is your nickname? about 5 years back, micheliloki. 38. How much money would it take before you kissed a member of the SAME sex on the lips? maybe i did i before and it didn't cost anything?... whoops. secret leaked! 39. What are you worried about right now? if john goes overseas then how?!?! 40. Do you ever wear overalls? nope. 41. Do you think you are strong (emotionally)? on the front, yes. deep down inside, definately not. 42. Been so drunk you blacked out? nope. i've got self control. 43. Gone out in public in your pajamas? when i was younger, yesh. 44. Missed school b/c it was raining? never. i take my dad's car to school - shelter all the way! 45. Set any body part on fire for amusement? errr. i might as well die. 46. Had an imaginary friend? i'm not ja**** from my pri sch. duh no. 47. Almost got raped by someone? i wouldn't be typing this if i had been raped! 48. Cried during a Flick? alittle, i rarely do though. i have small tear glands. =( 49. Had a crush on a teacher? erm... seeing the teachers in my school. NO!!!!!!! 50. Found a cartoon character attractive? don't think so. 51. Ever at anytime owned a New Kids on the Block tape? what's that? 52. Planned your week based on the TV Guide? i don't even watch the tv anymore. 53. Been on stage? yeps. like just few weeks ago? 54. Gotten in a car accident? FORTUNATELY NOT. 55. Who's the loudest friend? i seem to be the loudest alr. maybe only yuanshan can beat me. 56. Who knows all your secrets? i think no one, john? 57. Who was the last person you cried with? myself, how pathetic. ---IN THE LAST TWENTY FOUR HOURS--- 58. Cried: nothing seems sad enough for me to cry. 59. Cut your hair: i want to! 60. Worn a skirt: i haven't even been in school's skirt. nope. 61. Been mean: does calling names count? 62. Been sarcastic: don't remember not being sarcastic. 63. Talked to someone you love: about 15 min ago. the conv. was pretty depressing. 64. Missed someone: missing now. 65. Fought with your parents/sister/brother: nope. saw my parents for only 15 min. and didn't even see my sis. 66. Wished upon a star: not yet. i should. 67. Played Truth or Dare: nope. 68. Watched a sunrise/sunset: too tired to. 69. Went to the beach: i hate the sun. ---RANDOM QUESTIONS--- 71. When's your birthday? 21st dec 1989 72. Do you sleep with any stuffed animals? my bed is always filled with stuff toys. 73. Who is the last person you talked to On-Line? TENG! 74. What is your favorite TV show? do i even watch tv nowadays? 75. Do you have a cell/beeper? mobile yes. 76. What is your favorite clothing store? any store with beautiful clothes attracts me :) 77. What is the last movie you saw? X men. like just 4 to 5 hours ago. 78. Have you ever gone skinny dipping? i think many people will kill me if i do. duh no. -- BODY ILLS AND SKILLS -- 79. Nervous Habits? fidgetty. 80. Are you double jointed? i haven't heard of that before. 81. Can you roll your tongue? yes. 82. Can you raise one eyebrow at a time? only on my right side. 83. Can you blow spit bubbles? EWWW. NO. 84. Can you cross your eyes? did that since young till my sis once said i might become cross eyed. 85. Tattoos? OUCH. don't and will never have one. 86. Piercings and where? two, one on each ear. 87. Do you make your bed daily? i'm one messy girl. no. ---CLOTHES--- 88. Which shoe goes on first? don't remember. 89. Speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at anyone? nope. i want to! *evil grins* 90. On the average, how much money do you carry in your purse/wallet? less than 50. 91. What jewelry do you wear 24/7? none. 92. Favorite Piece of Clothing? i don't show favouritism. 93. Pajamas? is shorts and shirt counted? ---FOOD--- 94. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? i'm too lazy to reach out for the scissors. twirl. 95. Have you ever eaten Spam? the can food? no. 96. Favorite Ice Cream Flavor? anything that has chocolate. 97. How many cereals in your cabinet? none. 98. What's your favorite beverage? at the moment, bubble tea :) 99. What's your favorite restaurant? soup restaurant maybe. i'm craving for it now! 100. Do you cook? sometimes, either to save money or for the fun. ---GROOMING--- 101. How often do you brush your teeth? 2 times a day. 102. How often do you shower/bathe? 1 to 2 times a day. 103. How long does your shower last? usually, 10 to 15 min. 104. Hair drying method? towel and with the help of the winds. 105. Have you ever colored/highlighted your hair? NO! i don't want to spoil my hair! 106. Do you paint your nails? not often. ---MANNERS--- 107. Do you swear? i try to avoid it. i don't mean it when i say it most of the time. 108. Do you ever spit? for fun, yes... whoops. *unglam* ---WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE--- 109. Animal: dogs!!!!!! they are so adorable! 110. Food: none in particular - that's why i'm so fat! F.A.T. FAT! 111. Month: december. 112. Day: friday. 113. Cartoon: maybe anime. 114. Shoe Brand: nike/addidas. 115. Subject in school: none. 116. Color: wasn't this question like asked before? 117. Sport: GYMNASTICS! 118. Tv show: ASKED BEFORE! grrr... 119. Best Looking Male Celebs: luo zhi xiang? 120. Vacationing Spot: the world. 121. Game: mahjong for sure. ---IN AND AROUND--- 122. The CD Player: some thin square cd player. 123. Person you talk most on the phone with: John. 124. Ever taken a cab? duh! i'm always tempted to! 125. Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows and mirrors? being vain. yep. 126. What color is your bedroom? mix blue, yellow, red, pink. i don't know la all colours. 127. Do you use an alarm clock? my handphone is my alarm which is not exactly very effective. 128. Window seat or aisle? window. ---LA LA LAND--- 129. What's your sleeping position? lying on one side, slightly curled up. 130. Even in hot weather do you use a blanket? you must be mad to do so. 131. Do you snore? hope not. how do you know? 132. Do you sleepwalk? never. 133. Do you talk in your sleep? can't hear myself, but i don't think so. 134. Do you sleep with a stuffed animals? so many. 135. How about with the light on? waste electricity!! 136. Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on? radio on sleep mode. ---WHICH IS BETTER--- 137. Coke or Pepsi? coke 138. Oranges or apples? apples 139. One pillow or two? 2, i like company. 140. Deaf or blind? blind. i can't live without music. someone else can be my eyes. :) 141. Pools or hot tubs? pools. to chill in such a humid country. 142. Blondes or brunettes? brunettes, unlike dumb blondes... whoops. no offence. 143. Tall or short? tall. 144. TV or radio? radio 145. Beach or pool? pool. i like the peace and quiet. 146. Tic-Tacs or Certs? what's certs? 147. Snooze button or jump out of bed? on snooze forever. 148. Sunrise or Sunset? sunrise 149. Hamburger or Cheeseburger? CHEESYburger 150. Morning or night? night 151. Sports or news? sports 152. Indoors or outdoors? outdoors 153. Christmas Eve or Christmas Day? christmas day. 154. Cake or ice cream? depends on my mood. 155. Spearmint or Peppermint? peppermint. 156. Bath or shower? shower. 157. Book or Movie? movie. 158. Green or Red apples? red, they are sweeter. 159. Rain or Snow? snow!! 160. Nike or Adidas? both. ---WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU--- 161. Took a shower? last night, going to soon. 162. Cried? 31st may. 163. Talked on the phone? 15 min ago. 164. Read a book? last year. 165. Punched someone? haven't done so before. ---THE FUTURE--- 166. Where do you see yourself in ten years? a strong feeling, teaching piano. 167. Who are you going to be married to? the one i love. 168. How many kids? 2 i hope. 169. Your profession: unpredictable, i'm still young. i want to be a pilot though. that's like a cm away from impossible. 170. Future School: university i hope. 171. Car of Your Dreams? a sports convertible.
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i realise the people around you are really important without them life would have been really different. thanks xiao ting for always listening to my complaints without having one yourself thanks for always being there when i need you thanks for always being so "on" when i ask you out thanks for being in my life. thanks gymmers for supporting me in everything comforting me about my worries and being there when i need you guys sorry for always psing you gymmers thanks for all that you gymmers did for me. thanks old friends for all the times we've shared and all the memories that will never be forgotten thanks for listening out for my whereabout thanks for keeping our friendship alive. thanks to my family for suporting me in whatever i do being there no matter when, where or why thanks for all the concern and care i've recieved from you and how you have showered me with so much love. last but not least. thanks john though we've been through rough times and there are many things that we cannot accept of each other i still enjoyed the times we had and will tresure the times to come you may have brought me much tears and trouble but you have also brought me a whole lot more of laughter and joy i can give in if that's what makes you happy but i hope you can give in to me sometimes too. we have our differences and i hope i can accept yours along the way. thanks for being there when i need you forgiving me for my wrong doings and giving me care and concern. thanks for all your opinions and help thanks for everything you've done for me i appreciate it. thanks.
how depressing. i think stars brightens up my night it really helps. maybe tomorrow's trip to k-box will help hope i can wake up in time! X) i really suck at gymnastics wonder why i even started out. grrr. talking bout it makes me even more depressed. tomorrow going to amk to study hopefully i can get some work done. thanks mina and lingyi for accompanying me =) i'll try to ps next time k? love you guys.
yesterday played mj AGAIN. i lost! but nvm john owes me 16 in the first place so i sorta cleared off the debt =) i'm at his place going off soon. later got piano lessons sian. then meeting xt i think we borrowing vcd again. haha she want to drink my vege soup but who say i will make for her?!? bleah
went for econs lesson half an hour late today! whoops she didn't say anything though i think jiu lie is really too kind to us and we only know how to bully her hai i pity her. anyways supposed to go with the gym pple to play sports ard noon but i pang sei them. huiren DON'T BE MAD AT ME! SORRY! and sorry to ele(esp.), mina, kass...etc. thanks ele and huiren for organising this camp i'm sorry i couldn't join you guys at all i appreciate the effort really. thanks loads i'll arrange something at my place someday for you rgym pple? then we can go star gazing! *twinkle twinkle*
i went to eat with xiao ting and terri
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author Michele all these while...
February 2011 |
