Tuesday, June 13, 2006
i hate choices at times.


i don't know
i really don't know what to do.
how?!?!

can you make the decision for me?
it's the 2nd day
i found out what my heart feels
but i can't make the choice
the thing here is that its between two and not one
i can't be naive and believe in things that i know are hard to achieve
that would be childish and immature.
but this way,
should i follow my ignorant heart
or my guarded mind?
i seem to be happier following my heart
but that will only give more chances of hurt in the future.

lay out the pros and cons?
how to?
when each matter has its different impact.

to end it here
to prevent anymore hurt?
both ways seems bad.
i can't decide
i really have no determination to set on one path.
i'm afraid i'll choose the wrong one
and end up too lost.
even if i choose the right one [if there is a right one]
it's fraught with dangers.

sometimes
having a fixed path laid out doesn't seem that bad
you just have to adapt and accept
no fears.

Divulged at 2:38 PM