Friday, June 30, 2006
tell me.


then how?
what do you want me to do?
i don't understand you either...

you say silence is not way.
then whenever i want to communicate
i feel sarcasm flying back at me
for whatever i do
i feel as if you are not happy
for whatever i say
you can form words of sarcasm
that's why sometimes i hestitate in talking to you.
no matter what i'm doing
you will mention guys
am i that a flirt in your mind?
like i must go out with guys?
you really don't understand me

tell me
how can i understand you.
tell me
how then will you talk to me without sarcasm.

when was the last time you asked me out?
even yesterday
i was the one that offered.
and you may say that i was busy so nvm
then don't make it sound as if i was the one that cause you to be alone.
i offered
you rejected.
and you can call me anytime to go down
i would
and you know it
all these while i have been travelling so much for you.
and it doesn't matter to me
i've been waiting ard
and i have never complained about it.
cause i really don't mind.
what about you?
i know you are not the one who asked me to
that's why i have no complains
i was willing.

sometimes i do things
thinking whether you appreciate it
whether i should have done things
that way in the first place
since you don't seem to appreciate whatever i do.

tell me then.
what you want me to do?

Divulged at 10:45 AM