Thursday, June 22, 2006
where's the end?


sometimes i wonder where i'm really heading
i want to become something
not just a nobody.
but somehow my body just doesn't follow my mind
i just don't have enough determination to pull me through

sometimes i think i'm a weakling
having no strength
maybe a little
but not enough.
i find myself really lost and angry at myself
for not finding that strength
and even if i had that strength
i'm not using it
that's why i'm so angry at myself
i guess.

i know i'm not stupid
i'm just lazy
pure laziness.

Divulged at 7:18 PM