Monday, July 24, 2006
being apprehensive


life is filled with so many uncertainties at this point of time and the worst thing about it is that you feel that you can't do anything about it not knowing what's coming up next. you can't even prepare yourself mentally. you hope for the best and yet at the back of your mind you are afraid that the worst is to arrive. these uncertainties make your every decision seem so difficult to make, your heart tells you to listen to one thing and your mind tells you to listen to another. i'm so so lost, lost in your world, lost on an empty field. its like no matter how you walk, no matter which direction you head, there seem to be no end or maybe there is no end. you just seem to be walking on eternal numbness, seeing nothing, knowing nothing. you seem to be living just each day without meaning. the day passes like it has to and your life has to go on as it must...

Divulged at 10:02 PM