Saturday, July 15, 2006
came and gone.


i stand in both relief and shock
in relief because it is finally over
everything that we have worked so hard for is finally accomplished.
in shock because it is finally over
everything has passed so fast.

i don't want the next year to come
i don't want to grow up
i just want to savour these moments as long as i can.
no matter how tired i was
no matter how my eyes couldn't barely open
i wanted to let the moments with you guys last longer
i wanted the feel of stepping on the competition mat to stay
the glory, the pride and the excitement
most importantly, the stress.

i did the best i could
i swear
though i didn't bring home any trophy
i've won the emotional battle
i can say that the routine i did today i one of my best i ever did
to be able to achieve that personal best
it is a good enough reason to remember this event.
to recall many years later
remembering back how enjoyable it was.
recalling the pain, the sweat and the company.

the company...
6 of us.
though with many dislikes of each other
we tolerated
and it brought us here
where we are now.
i will always remember the days when we were training so hard
the tears we cried
the rain that fell
the horrible issues we had to seek a way to solve it.
the gifts we gave and receive
the love we had for each other
the support from each other
the screams
the laughters
the whines and cries in pain.
these will never leave my memory.

goodbye 2006 R.Gymnastics Competitions A-division.

Divulged at 1:01 AM