Tuesday, July 04, 2006
it's a pretty depressing day.... no. more like month.


so many things are going on
don't know where to put my concentration on.
right now,
i really just need support
moral support.
i'm just feeling rather tired
it's just everything chunk up together.

i just need someone to sustain that smile on my face
or rather create that smile on my face.
somehow
i use up all my energy in the day
leaving none for the night.
i just break every single night
falling asleep with watery eyes and a blocked nose.

can't believe how time flies
the holidays seem to be over in a snap
felt like i didn't fully utilise those days
i guess i do take things for granted.

i know there are many others
who are feeling sort of stressed in the same way now.
we'll get through this together!
i know we will
not only that,
we will sit down in the future
missing all these times
all the times we've shared
all the hardwork we've put in
all the faith we had in each other.
i just know it.

i'm just so afraid
always so afraid
afraid that things have changed a whole lot without me noticing
afraid that things can never go back to where we've started.

Divulged at 9:10 PM