Tuesday, October 24, 2006
missing the times like always.


i just can't help myself from missing you
sometimes i just read lines and lines from blogs about you
it just reminds me of the times we had
your smile, your laughter, your unglam faces, you jokes, your effort.
our smiles, our laughters, our unglam moments, our jokes, our efforts.
how can i forget
when everything is placed out
even when i choose to be blind, to be deaf
the remenisence of it just lingers around my sense unwilling to leave my emotions alone.

when you left
i felt so much
i felt all the pain and sadness all at once
i guess i suppressed all till right to the end
how could be not want to take a second look when we are afraid that we won't see you again.
what if that was the last chance, the last look.

we were all afraid of losing.

Divulged at 2:02 AM