Friday, January 12, 2007
with you guys.


school today was really slack
missed one hour of gp due to the welcome ceremony.
and phua forgot to bring our presentation that we had to do today!
fortunately we were the 4th group and we only did till the 3rd group.
*phew*
had 2 more lessons then ended school at 1.

after that i had a really long talk with ling yi
she told me so many things
some were new to me, some were not surprising.
i guess i can't make everyone happy, can i?
and i'm not here to make everyone happy but to make things work i guess.
for every opinion you told me, i'll think about it.
there's nothing i can change overnight, but i'll try in the long run.
pushing away everything you said, there was one line that i liked the best and it really surprised me that you would be the one saying it.
you said, "i want to win something with you guys, and its not just anyone, but you all."
ling yi and everyone else esp. the rhythmic people, i want to win something as well.
i want that memory
that kind where our efforts were paid, where we smile the whole night away thinking about the glory that we earned.
i want it so badly.
like you said, i want to win with you all and no one else.
thanks ling yi for saying this.

after that i went to far east with phua, terri tan, ling yi and alvan.
we ate, shopped, walked ard, went borders then home.

i guess things may not be the way i wanted it to be, or how some of us wanted to be.
but i'll try to make the best out of what we have and hopefully we can solve this together.
not as just a few of us but everyone.
night loves.

Divulged at 10:23 PM