Saturday, February 17, 2007
after so long, i'm still missing those stars.


that day we were just talking about chiang rai
we talked and talked, talking about the kids, the place
when all the memories just swarm back to me.

i can't believe what it would have been like if i didn't go, if i went india instead or anywhere else.
maybe i wouldn't have felt anything, but now that i have experienced it, i don't ever want to miss it for anything else in my life.
this trip wasn't solely for nyaa, wasn't for my testimonials
even if there wasn't nyaa i still would have gone.
the experience is just something so precious that you just can't stop missing it.

if we could really go back this year. that would be swell.
but there is just that unpredicatability that makes me ponder over the possibilities.
we haven't even passed the first common test, there's still so much more to come in the future.
all the what if's just appears in my mind.
maybe at a later date, everyone will be too stressed to think of chiangrai.
maybe next time the passion would be gone.
i don't know. i guess we could only just hope and wait for time to pass.

it couldn't have been better.

Divulged at 10:39 AM