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in the morning, i bluff the gym ppl that miss giam had to say something and asked for a meeting actually the rgym girls wanted to give them a gift! hope you guys liked your gift! the whole day i was just awaiting for the school day to end so that i could go and watch the competitions. i wasn't concentrating in any of the lessons. i couldn't. after school, we went down to ccab. they were all kinda warming up and stuff. took freaking alot of pictures today. some were nice. some were really retarded. anyways when it was time for them to report my heart was beating damn fast i swear it would pop out of my mouth if i jumped too high. when the guys were practising, it didn't go that well. but when the real thing came they did FABULOUS. I SCREAM TILL MY THROAT KINDA HURTS NOW. well done guys! after that the girls went up. the mistake don't matter anymore k? its the process that matters and i'm serious. you guys worked so hard and i can tell that you guys were very nervous. it was still very good! really. I'M SO PROUD OF CJGYM. YOU GUYS DID SO WELL!! i was hoping and praying and wishing so so hard and finally it really happened! thanks for everything. thanks for working so hard. thanks for trying your best. thanks for doing so well and i'm so proud of you guys. you people should be proud of yourselves too. looks like trampers did really really well this year. it kinda like sets this aim and mark for us. i hope the rgym competitions do well too. i'll be really dissapointed if we don't. somehow seeing the trampers do so well, if we don't do well i kinda feel a little guilty. i'm feeling all the jitters in my stomache now. i'm just so afraid of failing, i'm afraid of that dissapointment, not only to myself but to others as well. even if others don't have expectations of us but i do. i'm really scared that we don't hit our goal i'll just break down. hopefully everything goes well. i'll be praying everyday from now till then.
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author Michele all these while...
February 2011 |