Saturday, April 14, 2007
what if i'm right


went to macs study today again
guess i'll be doing that pretty frequently considering its better than staying at home and sleep.

but there's something i really enjoy everytime i study at macs after midnight
thats that long walks home
i know it sounds really stupid.
but when the cars pass like really damn fast it makes me feel like i'm slow, i'm in my own world where it seems like time is passing very slowly
i have no idea why but i just keep walking really really slowly down that road
it gives me so much time to think
and yet today there was only one thing on my mind, one thing.

the more i thought of it
the more i doubt in what i did
and the more i feel as if i am uneccesary
the abundant, the useless.
i don't want to think this way but its just that the more i think the more i recall all those negative situations and when i sort of look at it at a third's person's view, maybe i'm right.

Divulged at 2:09 AM