Wednesday, May 30, 2007
talk to me


the more you grow up the more people you meet
you really see how communication is so damn important
and yet many just leave it out

i think it really helps
like in dissoving misunderstandings and relieving all that you thought was impossible.
i know its hard but if we all just try not to take sides, like give it a neutral thought and view about things. sometimes it may become a better world and a better place.
you know if we always drag on about the bad things in life then the good things have no chance to show itself. then that's where the misunderstandings happen.
i don't blame anyone
i really don't. really.
its not that i don't have hatred or anything. that i'm oh-so-noble.
i see all the irritating sides, i know that it will always be there.
i dislike all the bitching and gossiping and all that ignoring.
i don't like it. i don't like that part of you or that side of you.
but i know that's you. and i can't change it, or can i?
no. i've come to the point that i know i can't.
so whats the point in you guys placing yourself further away from each other?
just take it that that's one thing i don't like about that person and leave it alone.

you know it takes two hands to clap and maybe if you initiate first then the other party would learn how to appreciate the things you do.
sometimes its just about accepting.
i'm just so tired of all the politics. i can be bitchy i can be mean.
but i find it so tiring to be so. don't you think?
i'd rather just ignore that part of you guys and believe that we will still be friends in the end.
but these kind of things, if only i believe in that friendship it won't last.

its down to communication again
no matter how big the issue or misunderstanding
as long as its solved i'll never think about it again.
i won't blame you or bring it up.
so as long as you don't.
i just want you guys to think about it.

thanks to those who believe in our friendship.
thanks for the concern, the support
and i swear i need as much of it as possible this year.

Divulged at 1:02 AM