Monday, June 18, 2007
make full use of time, its all you have left.


miss giam's wedding have passed
been studying for upcoming mid year exams
its just one thing after another after another.
next will be competitions then concert then piano exams then full steam for a's.
its just crazy, when i'm done with everything i'll be too tired to work or do anything much.
these things that are getting closer and closer day by day pop in my head every few hours and i just have rack my brains and wonder how am i going to survive.
this time i've really overdone it, i have a feeling i'm not going to cope with any of it and screw everything up.
on top of those major events, i still have reports ot write for nyaa. SHUCKS.
seriously, if everything just goes smoothly for me this year i really have a DAMN good luck.

if suddenly during july, i break down its no surprise.
i bet i'll have sudden outbursts some day soon especially when problems start to arise and i have to face the impossible task of meeting an impossible dateline.
maybe i shouldn't have been over ambitious. i bet this time i really cannot just scrape through like how i did for the past years of my life
being over ambitious just sucks, you want to do so many things but there's just it to my capabilities.

you know sometimes when i see those who have so much precious time and yet they idle it away having the freaking irritating idea that they are busy, check out my schedule.

darn it. i shouldn't have start on this topic.

Divulged at 1:35 AM