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i'm still not sensing the urgency on the brighter note, i didn't fail any paper today cause i didn't recieve any to be able to fail any. oh wells. sometimes although i didn't study much and i know i really didn't chiong throughout i still feel that dissapointment when i get back the results worst of all when its the subject i put the most effort in and none of those efforts are shown that's just great it just makes me feel like a complete loser. today was supposed to have tuition but was cancelled didn't study much in sch or at home either that's really bad i need to get my direction right at this point of time. my parents think i'm studying real hard, in fact everyone thinks i'm a closet mugger but i'm not. i don't studying at home and i don't keh, those zhuai one out there don't come give me that face. RAHHH. go away especially that terri ah. the most zhuai one. tsk tsk. ahahha well done, i'll just end up dissapointing myself and everyone else. apart from that i've been eating alot that's no good either i'm really commiting all the sins that i'm not supposed to! why am i so rebellious?? ok. not really, but in my own sense and world. does it really work that way? i hope not.
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author Michele all these while...
February 2011 |