Saturday, July 19, 2008
love you huiren.


i always say...
the hardest part of life in to say goodbye.

i hate when we send people off
no matter where they go, to other worlds or to other countries.
at that moment when they walk through that door you have a gut feeling that maybe we may never see each other again or that the feelings we had for each other would be lost.
although they do come back once in a while, at the end of the year or even after a few months, but when i think back and remember seeing them almost every single day, there's just that sudden feeling of emptiness.

i remember calling huiren sometimes late at night
hoping to pop by her house
chit chat till early morning
eat cheese with buscuits and watch movie
it felt like nothing when she was still around
now it weighs like gold and only in my memories.
although after school ended and our paths were different, we still bothered to meet up often for the past few months, we still talked about our lives, let each other know what's going on in our everyday.
now that becomes difficult to achieve.

now that she's gone
something feels different.

Divulged at 4:46 PM