Sunday, July 06, 2008
no, don't think so, i hope not.


soci camp's up next week
hope its going to be fun if not i'll feel like shit cause a few more weeks and school's gonna start.
half depressed and half excited
depressed cause my 9 months holiday has comed to an end
no more waking up at 1 pm everyday
no more late night supper every other day
shucks.
on the other hand, its a new chapter in my life with more things to discover


"its like a narcotic. at first it brings the euphoria of complete surrender. the next day, you want more. you are not addicted yet, but you like the sensation and you think you can still control things. you think about the person you love for 2 minutes, and forget them for 3 hours. but then you get used to that person and you begin to be completely dependent on them. now you think about him for 3 hours and forget him for 2 minutes. if he's not there, you feel like an addict who can't get a fix. and just as addicts steal and humilate themselves to get what they need, you're willing to do anything for love."

Divulged at 3:07 AM