Friday, September 26, 2008
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why is it that only now i feel insecure
i have never felt this way before in the past
i don't know why i'm just so apprehensive about what's going to happen next
but then again when i ask myself why am i doing this
i have absolutely no idea
this darn problem of mine... always not knowing what i want.
causes all sorts of problems.
i hate myself.

the last time i was unsure there was someone to give me a big hug.
i guess this time i stand alone
and i was the one who chose to be as such, so don't whine big baby.

Divulged at 11:34 PM