Wednesday, March 18, 2009
its just one of those days.


have you ever felt like you disappointed your parents,
like you didn't do your best
you could have done something better but you didn't
probably blaming yourself for not working hard
for not thinking sensibly when you are already all grown up,
or at least you thought you were.
or maybe you felt that you didn't want to let them down, you wanted to show them only your good side, to find out that you didn't and regretted your actions or behavior in the end.
possibly took many things for granted.
or maybe you felt that you had too many things on hand
wished you didn't act tough in the beginning
wished you were smarter, a genius
wished you were more hardworking
wished you had more determination

i wished and wished and wished, am still wishing, think i'll wish forever...



just having too many bad days in a single week.
i'm not as strong as people think i am.

Divulged at 11:10 PM