Sunday, October 04, 2009
that's me


i'm glad that when i look back at my life
i won't go "what was i doing then"

at every stage of my life i tried to make myself as busy
i have no idea why i keep doing that
at every point, i feel like i'm juggling so many things
and at that moment, i feel that i cannot even take a breather for i'm afraid i may fail

but its these busy moments that i treasure the most
and everytime i tell myself "i'm not doing that again"
i find myself back at square one all over again.

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actually i think what's makes me do them all over again
is the people
its the company that pulls me and drags me through all those tough times
its the friendships i have forged along the way
even if they are left behind when a new stage starts
they are never forgotten
when i say never, i mean it.

i'm going to bring all these friendships, experiences with me through life
it's going to remind me to buck up, to learn more, to do more, to suffer more
to get more in the end.

Divulged at 1:08 PM