Tuesday, November 24, 2009
don't know how long i can keep this up.


its getting rather tiring
the first thing i think of when i wake up is
what i need to study, when i should start studying
when i'm taking a break from my studies i feel guilty
i feel like i should get back to my books asap
when i'm about to sleep
i need to plan what to bring out to study the next day
what i should aim to accomplish
and throughout the entire day
my brain relates everything to the information that i've been squeezing in it
like even things that have no link at all
the things just keep running all over and over again
like some broken tape recorder that keeps skipping
and you cannot hear anything clearly but its creating noise.

and everyday
i'm wishing i would wake up to 2nd december.

Divulged at 12:34 AM